This is a BL story about academic rivals who fall in love. Please don't judge me too harshly-English is not my first language, and I'm still learning. This is my first work, so I hope you'll respect it!

[Completed] Seonghwa's life is a mess - a mix of reckless choices, controlling family, and self-destructive tendencies. The last thing he needs is Hongjoong, his one-night stand turned bodyguard, following his every move. [YOUTH out now - Yunho's story parallel to this]

[completed] "Very romantic, don't you think?" Wooyoung asked as they settled in. San raised an eyebrow. "What, the view?" "Everything. The view. The atmosphere. Us." Wooyoung leaned forward, resting his chin on his hands, flashing his most charming smile. "Feels like the kind of place people come for... special occasions." San blinked, then gave him an amused look. "Are you trying to tell me something?" Wooyoung resisted the urge to scream in frustration. Yes, San. I am trying to tell you something. I have been for weeks. Marry me, you idiot. Or: the five times Wooyoung tried to get San to propose. And the one time San did.

Wooyoung, a 17 year old, has a lot on his plate and struggles to deal with to fathom the complicated idea of falling in love. San seems to have everything under control. He has a loving family, good friends and is happy with life. Except for the fact that he can't move on from his past and is forced to mend a broken friendship. The two meet under simple circumstances, and their one encounter becomes the gateway to an unexpected future. - Slow burn - Longest book I've ever written but it's worth it 😞☝🏽

The most intense, sexy and dirtiest fan fiction you'll ever read. You've been warned. Wooyoung x San • TW! • Smut Kinks SA Language Violence • an ateez fanfiction • - Written by BlackYeolie All credits to BlackYeolie ( No translations allowed! )

:: "𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗅𝖾𝗀𝗂𝗍 𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗁" :: "𝖮𝗁 𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗅? 𝖫𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 '𝖺𝖽𝗎𝗅𝗍' 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗌𝖿𝗒 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗇..... 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾, 𝗁𝗆𝗆?" !! THERE ARE TWO MAIN SHIPS IN THIS STORY (Wooyoung x San & Yunho x Mingi) AND BOTH ARE EQUALLY FOCUSED !! [ ORIGINAL WORK BY JEFF© COVER DESIGNED BY JEFF© ]

For Mingi, it was all performance. A calculated rehearsal to refine his craft. Nothing more. To him, the romance was a façade. A strategy. Yunho? Just a supporting role in the business deal. Background noise in a narrative engineered for fame. Mingi had always seen himself as the star. Yunho was an understudy who'd somehow stumbled into the spotlight. As for the rumors-Mingi let them swirl. Bisexual, fluid, queer-coded? Whatever made the drama sell. But when the cameras stopped flashing, so did the illusion. Yunho felt it every time. The hand that held his in public would drop the second the shutters silenced. The look Mingi gave him in private could freeze a sunbeam-flat, cold, void of recognition. And each time they kissed-barely a brush of lips, barely a moment-Mingi would excuse himself. The bathroom. Running water. A ritual cleansing. Like he was scrubbing off something filthy. Yunho tried to endure. Tried to believe it was just professionalism. That it didn't matter. He told himself not to flinch. Not to feel. Because he signed the contract. He agreed to this. And walking away now? Unthinkable. But even scripts have breaking points. And actors? They bleed, too. ©2020, eReLRa

[Being edited so you'll get constant reuploads if it's in your reading list] Han Jisung, broken and suicidal. "I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong" What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping in a pool with no one around? "I'm sorry, i have been nothing but a huge burden on you, please forget about me like i was never there." Unable to swim, handcuffed hands behind his back, holding his breath for as long as he could. "You guys are better off without me" When he needs to breathe, memories of him, his friends and his ex-boyfriend flash before his eyes as he inhales a huge amount of water. "Seungmo, Innie and Lixie, I love you more than anything else " Everything goes black, and he goes limp T/W= Mentions of Rape, self-harming, etc... Probably will include smut, BDSM, yaoi, etc...

smut shots + fluff shots