Discontinued, but it has a finale chapter.💕 Ranboo has a secret, but the UK trip is only a day away. Can he hide his age regression from everyone while in a foreign environment? !!ANY AND ALL INTERACTIONS ARE PLATONIC!! Trigger warnings are located in the first chapter, titled, "Intro", and requests for chapters are extremely welcome! The main plot of the story is complete, so I'm willing to write what you guys want to see :]]

This story features Autistic!Ranboo! (CC). (THIS STORY IS ENTIRELY PLATONIC! ISTG IF SOMEONE SHIPS THEM IM GONNA BOX YOU). Ranboo is finally joining his friends for a very large meetup, traveling to the UK and to the US for an extended period of time. You, reader, will join him as he embarks on this journey-- following through the ups and downs as he tries to get used to himself in this crumbling paradise he desperately would like to call home.

*WARNING THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, so SUCK IT UP.* Ranboo has a hard time dealing with his emotions, and often puts others before himself, he develops unhealthy coping mechanisms early on in his childhood, and his life starts to seem meaningless. But the stupid trip is right around the corner. It's either tubbo and everyone else find out, or take easy way out. TRIGGER WARNINGS! Mentions of self harm/ graphic Description of self harm, ED, Depression, mentions of suicide/ suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts along with self degrading thoughts, Rape/ mentions of rape. [start date, somewhere in late 2020.] [end date, early 2022.] Finish word count: 41623. 1st in Ranbooangst 4/10/2021 1st in Words hurt 6/10/2021 1st in Ranboolive 16/10/2021 1st in Angsty 17/10/2021 1st in dsmpangst 1/11/2021 1st in beeduo 7/11/2021 1st in Angst 11/11/2021