[Completed] Crush ako ni Jin. Boyfriend ko si Yoongi. Nililigawan ako ni Hoseok. May affair kami ni Namjoon. Paniguradong may HD sakin si Jimin. Sinasamba ni Taehyung ang kadyosahang taglay ko. At lihim akong iniibig ng baby kong si Jungkook. AKO NA! Ako na lahat! Bakit ba kasi ang GANDA ko!? /le flips hair/ ©Yanred

Renee Delilah Parker has never been too popular at school. She gets average grades, has two best friends and all she wants to do is get through her last year of high school alive. That isn't an easy task when she's got a perfect brother, two judgmental parents and a slutty cousin who moved in after her parents passed away. And just when she thought things couldn't get worse, Niall Horan, the school's bad boy got held back a year for failing English and is now in her class. All she has to do is stay away from trouble; however that proves to be rather difficult when all the boy does is cause trouble. Her last school year will be much harder than she thought; especially since she seems to have a thing for boys who aren't good for her. But you know what they say: "Every girl wants a bad boy who will be good just for her, and every boy wants a good girl who will be bad just for him." --- "You should probably stay away from me." He said, staring at me through the thick smoke that came out of his mouth as he spoke. "And what if I don't want to?" "Trust me, you do." "Why is that?" "Because I'm the guy your parents warned you about when you were little." ---- !!! THIRD CHAPTER IS ON PRIVATE YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW ME IF YOU WANT TO READ IT !!! WARNINGS: Graphic Sexual Content, Language, Drug Use, Self Harm, Eating Disorder, Death *thank you to @LiamsPrincessx3 for the cover*

Do you pray because you believe that God exists? Or do you pray because you’re scared he does? † England, 1958: Niall Horan, eighteen year old, humble offspring of a poor Irish family, starts his last year at Saint Nathaniel’s, the county’s most highly esteemed catholic boarding school for boys. Growing up used to the institution’s strict rules, always careful not to stray from the path of a good christian and trying to be a son to be proud of, Niall never questioned the beliefs that were forced on him ever since; no matter the sudden confusion and doubts that start to arise in his mind after an ominous night out. But as he returns to school, he soon notices that things are really changing: Not only the strange behaviour of his best friend Harry, who seems to hide something from him worries Niall. His roommate Liam as well, who was always of the peaceful kind, suddenly gets into trouble for a bloody fight with the new kitchen boy Zayn. Yet, they don’t seem much like enemies when no one else is around. Only Louis, head boy and son of the school’s benefactor, remains reliable to Niall. At least until a secret that could ruin Saint Nathaniel’s reputation for all times surfaces. And then, as if things couldn’t get worse, Niall meets Goldie, the girl with the big brown eyes, pink lips and skin so soft he feels it against his in his dreams. Trying to resist his fleshly desires and his greedy human nature, his lust and confusion push Niall to the edge of his own sanity: And no prayer and no punishment, no whiplash or any other kind of self-flaggellation can exorcise the demons that slowly take over his unholy, wicked soul.