UNDER EDITING AND ON HOLD Book cover by @sowoozooaes Felix survives everyday of his life like he is walking on a bridge above hell fire. After going through horrible things in his past with a certain someone, he tries to live again. Go back to what he considered normal. But life doesn't give a lot of people second chances and even if it does, that doesn't mean the second chance will be full of happiness and rainbows. Sometimes the second chance is another test to see if you would survive it again. And Felix has to survive. Survive while the same old obstacle named Hyunjin is thrown his way again and this time things aren't the same anymore. This time he finds out a lot of different things about Hyunjin, things he shouldn't know and things that shouldn't exist. Hyunjin is not someone he thought he was. Not in the slightest. He is his biggest nightmare drenched in blood.

Top street car-racer in the area - Hwang Hyunjin, is one day met with the new pretty boy in town that threatens to turn his world upside down. The story of the Star Boy that fell from grace while his downfall - fell on Hyunjin's lap instead.

Felix is a transfer student from Australia. His family moves to South Korea to be closer to their relatives, and soon he's starting over at a new school. That's where he meets Hyunjin-the popular, effortlessly cool boy everyone seems to know. On Felix's very first day, they become friends. And by the second... they end up in bed together. Yeah, it moves fast. But so do feelings. They fall in love. But nothing is ever that easy. Complicated, painful events keep tearing them. Misunderstanding is the biggest issue between them So the question is: how much can two boys go through just to be with each other? ⚠️ TW: Includes cursing, self-harm, homophobia, abuse, and bullying. (This was written over a year ago, so early chapters may have rough grammar and some cringe. It gets better later on-read at your own risk 🥲)

this is a hyunlix ff because they are underrated : this is also my first kpop story so hope you enjoy <3 ♡︎ this story will contain... - cussing - fluff - angst (?) - smut (?) ♡︎ started : 11 / 28 / 21 ended : 05 / 06 / 22 ♡︎ this is just a 𝐅𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 this is not based on how Felix and Hyunjin from 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒 are/act in real life ♡ #1: leefelixyongbok {4/11/22} #1: lixjin {5/30/22}t #8: Hyunjlix {6/11/22} -> #3 {6/12/22}

~ C O M P L E T E D ~ Felix remembers every summer as same. Memories with his two best friends and the famous band vacationing in the hotel he works in. The same mole beneath the brown eye, same sight of Hyunjin painting on the balcony of the very same room he rented out each time. And it was a torture, falling in love again every single summer. ~ "If I gave you one more chance, can we go back again?" "Even if I go back, I'll repeat the same mistake." ~ #1 on hyunlix 07.06.24

lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

[ENG] "There's nothing more confusing than these damn feelings, is there?" While Felix tries to comfort and cheer up Hyunjin after his breakup, their relationship begins to change and he himself falls into a tangle of feelings and those that seem to be none. ____________________________ • published: may 14th, 2022 • completed: september 29th, 2022

"why are you doing this to yourself?." where felix is seen and described as a spaz and a freak, but really he's just a hurt boy with a fragile heart... hyunjin on the other hand, is popular and is kind of a jerk..., at least that's what everyone thinks of him. in reality he's a boy that plasters his injuries with infected bandaids... what happens when the two get roomed together for the semester? rankings: #1 IN SKZ!! (20/4/23) (8/8/23) #5 in mentalhealth (15/5/23) #49 in ff (16/5/23) #3 IN HYUNLIX!! (20/5/23) #1 IN MINSUNG (21/5/23) #2 IN HYUNLIX (23/5/23) #1 IN HYUNLIX (24/5/23) (18/04/24) #1 IN LEEMINHO #3 in hyunjin (5/10/23)

『Hyunjin was afraid that felix was trying to steal his supporters from him, until he realized. He was just afraid that felix might steal his heart as well.』 #1 in hyunlix - 10/29/20 #1 in straykidz - 10/26/20 #1 in yongbok - 11/27/20 #10 in bottom - 11/27/20 #14 in top - 11/27/20 #20 in shortchapters - 12/2/20 #1 in woochan - 12/18/20 #1 in woojin - 12/29/20 #1 in stay - 4/19/21 #2 in stray kids - 6/11/21 #1 in boyxboy - 6/13/21 #1 in instagtam - 6/13/21 #2 in bxb - 6/13/21 #1 in kpop - 6/13/21 started: august 23 2020 finished: october 23 2020 B L E S S E D†

Slowburn Hyunlix Felix has been with his long-term boyfriend Wooyoung for the past 4 years. He thought everything was perfect. They moved in together after college, built their own traditions, had their favorite spots, and even adopted a kitten last year. All he was missing was a ring. What he believed to be a clear path for the future, would turn out to be more blurry than he expected when Wooyoung's childhood best friends moves back to Korea and enters his life. Side ships: Honestly it's messy but Minsung for life! Final wordcount: 354,326 Disclaimers: This story includes mature content and will have vulgar language as well as smut so please do not read if it makes you uncomfortable. Not to worry, fluff is very much a center of the story, just with a bit of spice added. This story and the characters are a figment of my imagine and in no way represent the real life people included. Only names and appearances are taken from the real life idols!