"It's hard letting go. I'm finally at peace but it feels wrong." {Under going editing. It's being rewritten from the beginning, grammatical errors are being fixed. Should be completely edited and polished by December}

I was scared. I was scared of losing a boy I was starting to fall for. I was afraid id never see my family again or even the hope of tomorrow. I longed to escape and find a new beginning, and I was determined to take blake with me.