(COMPLETED) (EDITED) Aurora Gordon (also known as Rory) is a beautiful girl who just graduated high-school. She's sweet, kind, and hyper. But no one knows about her home life or her about her big secret she keeps. Antonio Crane, a grumpy but handsome guy. He keeps to himself, rarely shows emotion to anyone. He has a traumatic past that no one knows about except his best friend Dante. What happens when these two meet when Rory goes out in the middle of the night. Started 08/20/23 Finished 12/11/23 Top #1 in ed (out of 1000) 09/13/23 #3 in trauma (out of 1000) 01/06/24 #5 in cute (out of 1000) 01/21/24 #10 in grumpyxsunshine (out of 1000) 01/21/24

Metanoia (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life. Part one Darcy Russo a nine year old girl living in a run down orphanage on the outskirts of Athens, Greece has had to fend for herself for the majority of her life. Being abandoned as a child and having to endure cruelty and abuse from those who were supposed to look after her has caused her to become untrusting and wary of others. Instead she seeks solace in nature, spending any and all free time exploring the wilderness and the ocean with her dog Bear. Although Darcy has accepted that she can only depend on herself, what happens when she finds out that she wasn't abandoned she was taken and her eight older brothers will stop at nothing to get her back. Part two After being kidnapped by the Russian mafia and tortured for years for information she doesn't have, Darcy Russo becomes cold and calculated. When the leader of the Russian mafia Ivan Volkov offers her a deal, train and work for him as an assassin or die, she can't exactly refuse. Being nicknamed 'Sin' by the underworld, she changes her identity and becomes a ruthless, efficient killer. But what happens when she is sent on a mission to destroy the family she once loved. Will she let the resentment she has for them for being the reason she was tortured take over or will she spare their lives? And what happens when she catches the attention of her brother's best friend.

After being disowned by her parents, fifteen year old Serena Verlice finds herself in a toxic relationship with a much older man. She undergoes four years of emotional and physical abuse until one day she goes to the doctor and receives a devastating diagnosis. Deciding that she wasn't going to spend however long she has left with her cruel fiancé, she takes off in the night, spending months on the run. She bounces around Italy from hostel to hostel, working any job she can get as her health slowly deteriorates. Desperate for money, she agrees to do a small drug run for a local cartel and somehow becomes targeted by the notorious Italian mafia. After finishing their education abroad in England, Emilio and Lucian Cruz return home to Italy to help their parents run their mafia. Their parents; overwhelmed by threats coming from their enemies, reluctantly put their sons in charge of eliminating rival cartels. But what happens when on a mission Emilio comes across a girl who catches his eye.

From the outside Juliet Kingston seems to have the perfect life. She has popularity, beauty and a famous dad who seemingly spoils her rotten. But nobody is aware of what happens behind closed doors. After spending years at the mercy of her abusive father Juliet sees her chance to escape by attending her dream university across the country but after being told that she doesn't qualify for student aid she faces a problem. Her dad refuses to pay her tuition and in an attempt to control Juliet and to keep her always at arms reach, he makes her a deal. He'll pay her tuition for a smaller, local university as long as she agrees to continue living at home and miss out on the full uni experience. She agrees and starts her first semester soon after but she becomes more and more depressed living with a father who constantly tells her how worthless she is. Her days start to become repetitive and she no longer finds joy in anything, becoming an empty shell of who she used to be . Seeing no point in living, she gives herself a deadline. If something in her life doesn't change by her nineteenth birthday approaching in two months she plans to end her life. But what happens when the quiet drug dealer is the only one to notice her downward spiralling.

Arcadian (adj.) idyllically innocent; simple and untroubled by fear or worry. Harper Flores is the human embodiment of a ray of sunshine. She's kind, understanding and always willing to put other's needs in front of her own. To the outside world Harper is seen as naive and innocent, without a care in the world but she's hiding a secret. The girl that loves everyone unconditionally hates herself. Her mother, not wanting to deal with Harper's declining mental health ships her across the country to a secluded boarding school in the small village of Cartmel, England. Due to her late arrival half way through the school year, Harper is forced to stay in the boy's dorm and share a room with six roommates. Keeping a low profile is almost impossible, especially when she catches the eye of all six boys. Lucian Cruz, an arrogant, rude fuckboy who feels no remorse for the girls he's used and ignored. After being sent to Willow Hall Academy with his twin brother Emilio two years ago by his parents who were trying to protect them from the dangerous realities of being involved in the mafia, Lucian's behaviour takes a rapid downfall. Ignoring school work to party and smoke, Lucian really has no care in the world. That is until a bubbly ball of sunshine moves into his room, disrupting his peace.

Emery Montgomery is no stranger to the spotlight, after all when you're the heir to the English throne, privacy isn't something you're used to. So when she's sent to New York City to attend university and in attempt to better her family's public image, she hopes the change of pace will give her the freedom she so desperately craves. The last thing she expects when moving into her dorm, is that she's not alone, a roommate mix-up leads to Greyson Collins, son of a wealthy CEO and so-called "family man" getting the shock of a lifetime when he learns that the girl in his dorm isn't just the annoyingly hot girl that bumped into him in the hallway, She's a Princess. While they attempt to stay stubborn in their claims that they hate each other, rooftops and parking lots will teach them just how much they have in common and maybe just how much they truly need each other. Emery will learn what she's willing to sacrifice when it comes to the choice between love and duty. ••••• "Even in the sea of gold that filled the room she shined the brightest," •*•*•*•*• *This book was previously named, It Started With The Crown, and is the first book in the illicit series!! ✨Highest ranking✨ #1 in collegeromance 11/24/23 #1 in royal blood 1/5/24 #1 in roommates 4/2/24 #1 in girlxboy 4/5/24 #1 in cliche 4/7/24 #1 in royalfamily 4/11/24 #1 in forcedproximity 4/22/24 #1 in rich 5/2/24 #1 in nyu 5/25/24 #1 in fighter 8/13/24 #1 in arrangemarriage 12/30/24 #2 in love story #2 in Princess 11/21/23 #7 in grumpy12/31/22

Gia Holland is a college student who lives for nothing else but ice-skating. When a new ice-rink opens near her campus she decides to starts going there after a long time of not ice-skating. She gets an opportunity to compete in a competition that she dreamed about ever since she was a little girl, but she can only attend with a partner, since the competition is for duos. She almost gives up on the opportunity when a hockey team captain Nathan Langston offers to be her partner if she tutors him in return. She accepts regardless of her hatred towards hockey players. At first she sees their relationship as nothing more than two people helping out each other but she soon starts feeling something more and learns that she's not the only one. Uploading every: tuesday and friday

Perfect appearances, perfect grades, perfect manners. Anything less for Adelina Torres and her family kicks her to the streets until she can keep up with the family name. She never had a life of her own. Always studying, always going to business dinners with her parents, always seen as a failure to her family. Despite her bubbly personality, she has always struggled to make friends. What happens when she meets Aaron Hendrix, the leader of the most powerful mafia in the country? A moment to thank you beautiful readers for giving me these rankings among thousands/hundreds of thousands/millions of other stories with similar tags :) #1 in mafia #1 in protective #1 in abused #1 in sunshine #1 in grumpy #2 in innocent #2 in cold #2 in goodgirl #3 in cute #9 in badboy #42 in family #54 in love

tw's: descriptions of r*pe, eating disorders, panic attacks ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I had to flee. To escape. I couldn't take the pain of people telling me to be okay. That I was a survivor. But what about me being a victim? All because a few people refused to hear me when I said no. Now I carry around pain, fear, a disgusting feeling that is also there. Behind me. In the shadows. But maybe he'll be the light. ------------------------- This is a hockey player x gymnast college romance. A sunshine x grumpy, little forced proximity, he hangs the stars for her romance book where he would do anything to make her feel safe again