"I love you, Dylan. I love you more than you'll ever know." Thomas has been in love with his best friend for years now. He also secretly struggles with anxiety. When Dylan invites him over, things might let him hope for something more. Warning: -anxiety / panic attacks -depressive thoughts -sometimes curse words It's my first story ! And I'm bad at summaries. But anyway!

"Remember that I love you!" Thomas shouts, Newt can never forget this. He can't forget that somebody cares about him. When Newt gets taken to the maze what lengths will Thomas go to in order to protect him?

Newtmas AU. "What do you think you're doing?" "Sitting down." "Sorry, you can't." "Oh really? And why's that?" "It's reserved for somebody very special." "Tell me more . . . " "Well, they are absolutely beautiful. They've got the most perfect eyes that sparkle when they smile. They have the softest lips that I may or may not be addicted to and the fluffiest hair that I love to run my fingers through. I think I love them . . . " "D-Did you mean that?" * * * Newt is the punk, bad boy. Thomas is the popular, very attractive guy. What will happen when these two boys cross paths?

•completed• Newt: a smart, shy freshman nervous about enrolling in college Thomas: an energetic, outgoing sophomore ready for love How will these two meet and more importantly; get along.

Losing Newt was too much for Thomas to bear, but what if he doesn't have to let go quite yet? - "I just keep seeing your face looking down at me and-" Thomas stops himself. "No. No, no, you're here." "I am," Newt says, getting serious. "You're okay." "And I thought your letter was the last pep talk," Thomas lets out a small laugh. "I should have known they'd never stop." "It's your fault for being such a bloody mess all the time," Newt jokes. - Takes place after the events of The Death Cure movie.

"You're not okay, are you?" "No"

thomas isn't into music, well he enjoys it casually, but he comes no where near close to being as obsessed with it as his younger sister is // when rose's friends are away she drags her older brother to her favorite place to watch local bands // little did thomas know a night of live music would lead him to becoming smitten with a certain blonde guitar player who goes by the name of newt

a side of Newt you haven't seen before

For seventeen year old Newt, the number ten is everything. Ten steps. Ten times you must snap your fingers. Ten nods of your head. Ten. When he's put in a mental institution for his extreme OCD, depression and anxiety, he meets some unlikely friends. And possibly the boy he's been looking for his whole life. But can he trust him? (also on AO3 under ava_kay) WARNING: content may be TRIGGERING for some (deals with various mental illnesses) most characters from The Maze Runner by James Dashner, I do not own them. p.s.- if newt says anything that seems ignorant towards mental illnesses, please know I'm trying to portray a teenager who doesn't understand yet, and that he eventually will understand!