Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)

Harry Styles is a gifted but emotionally withdrawn psychic medium who makes a quiet living helping the dead pass on. After a traumatic childhood filled with spirits and abandonment, he now avoids meaningful connections with both the living and the dead. When he moves into a crumbling Victorian terrace to escape the city noise, he finds it occupied by a persistent spirit. Louis is charming, sardonic, and completely unaware of how he died. He's been stuck in the house for years, his memories fractured and fading. He can't leave the property, and no medium has ever been able to see him until now. In a final, painful choice, Harry has to risk his life and sanity to uncover what really happened. Harry's ability to connect with him isn't a gift. It's a curse, and one that might finally break if they can confront the evil that binds Louis and rewrite his ending.

When a string of mysterious and violent deaths plague the small city of Spring Lakes, psychic consultant Julian Hart finds himself partnered with veteran detective Dane Hunter. As the mismatched pair dig deeper into the mystery, getting along with one another seems harder than catching a killer; but when Julian is marked as the killer's next target, solving the murders becomes a dicey game of "do or die." - Warnings: Contains strong language and explicit sexual content. - This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Jared Abitol is ugly, past his prime, and desperate for love. Years of being hyper-aware of his own looks have made Jared develop social anxiety. When you look like Jared, love isn't easy to find. Jared might not have the looks or confidence, but he has the money, so giving up on love and settling for the next best thing, physical intimacy, is all he can do. With the help of a colleague, Jared reaches an agreement with a college-age youth called Darnell Miller. Jared pays his college fees and rent, while Darnell puts up with shitty sex with an older man. Sounds simple enough, doesn't it? It's not. - Cover by @nolakepner [NaNoWriMo winner, November 2018.]

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Addison James - 22, gay, works as a Mechanic, fixing vehicles, but specializes in motorcycles, and works at a 'Giorgio's Garage, left home when he was 19, moved a state away because he wanted to get away from his toxic family, and his family don't know where he went because he didn't tell them, and he changed his phone number and email address. Meets Dalton Black and Callahan Mattews when they bring Dalton's motorcycle to be fixed, and finds them fascinating, and they find him fascinating, too, and they "bump" into him around town (Haven), so they can speak with him. Dalton Black - 28, bisexual, works as an Accountant at 'Simon, Smith & Black' where his grandad, and dad worked/work, and rides a motorcycle, and takes his bike to 'Giorgio's Garage' to be fixed with his partner, Callahan Matthews, and that's where they meet Addison James. They find him fascinating, and "bump" into him around town (Haven), so they can talk with him. Callahan Matthews - 28, gay, works as a FireFighter (a Lieutenant) at Haven Township Fire Station #3, rides a motorcycle, too, like Dalton, and they share an extended cab Chevy Silverado. Follows his partner, Dalton Black, to 'Giorgio's Garage' to have Dalton's motorcycle fixed in their truck, and they meet Addison James. They're fascinated by Addison, and they "bump" into Addison around town (Haven) so they can talk with him. But will they work out, or is there someone better suited for Addison?

"As fierce as I tried to appear on the outside... I couldn't lie. I was still scared. Not only of getting hurt, but also of losing whatever's left of who I was. What if I would wake up one day and wouldn't recognize myself anymore? Though, maybe that was the point. Maybe the old me wasn't worth saving anyway."~Adrian Hayes ... After his parents kicked him out for being gay, Adrian Hayes finds himself longing for control and respect. He fights himself into the gang, his cousin is also part of, desperate to free himself from the humiliation and shame that clung to his name. Though, he never meant to fall for the rival gang leader. ... "I was the leader of a gang that Rafael wanted gone. And Adrian, whether he liked it or not, was one of Rafael's now."~Caleb Silva

Owen Dennis is a twenty-two year old submissive who has a hard time finding a Master due to his muscular frame and dislike of bottoming. He settles for being a switch, but he wants more. He's oblivious, anxious, works out all the time, frequents frat parties, and is studying to be an electric engineer. He's got a few good friends, but most notable of them all was David, an erratic medical student with, what Owen assumed, was commitment issues. Overall, though, he leads a pretty boring, mundane life. Well, at least until Owen runs into an angelically beautiful boy at a frat party who manages to flip his world upside down, and allowed him to see things that he was previously blind to. 𝐶𝑜𝑝𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 © 2022 𝑏𝑦 𝑃𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝐴𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑠 (𝐴𝑙𝑒𝑥𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟) 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑑.

After graduating from high school, Mathew sets out to do a two-year missionary service like everyone else his age. Mathew thought that his only problem would be him adjusting to the city as someone who's lived in a farming town all his life. he didn't expect to get so focused on helping Nathaniel recover from his past wounds. His encounters with a man five years his senior makes him question his life, faith, and everything he had ever believed to be true. - [April 2018 Camp NaNoWrimo Winner.] [Long listed in the #Wattys2018.] Cover by @nolakepner

WARNING:GULFMEW!! (BL) When Mew saw him, he felt his body tremble and heat up, he made every fiber of his being vibrate. The one who caused that... It was his father in law. FYI -this is not my book.I just want to translate this book bcz it's interesting.❤️ cr-@LawanMG-PS