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* Book 4 *
"I don't know who you are anymore, Harry. When you died, you changed. And I get that, I can't even begin to imagine what you went through and what it was like. And then when you came back-" I stopped myself as his gaze consumed me, making me take a deep breath to push through what I needed to say.
"- I realised I died that day too. Because everything changed for me, too, because I had to find out who I was without you."
"So that's it?" His tone laced with anger, matching mine as he watched me admit defeat.
"I can't live like this anymore. I can't pretend it doesn't hurt, and I can't pretend this is going to work out. We live in completely different worlds, and I can't pretend we don't. I can lie to myself, but I can't lie to you."
"You were never pretending with me El. All I wanted was for you to see that you can live in another world than the one they created for you. One where you're free. Not the world everyone seems to pushing you into. And you're letting them. I don't want to live in a world where you are not a part of it. I've done that when you left the first time, and I can't do it again."
"And you think this will bring me back to your world?"
"This was our world."
"No. This was your world. I just didn't know that, and now I do. I want no part in it." I was uncontrollably crying, realising what I was saying. We couldn't come back from this.
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UNDER MAJOR EDITS
After all the things they've been through, Ellie Dunson and Harry styles are finally together. But of course something gets intertwined in their love and trouble is on there way. With new arrivals coming along and old acquaintances leaving their lives, Will they finally have the happy ending they deserve? Or will they end up in a fate apart from one and an other? (The follow on from the book "I miss you", "I need you" and "I want you")