{ONESHOT, COMPLETED, FLUFF/SADNESS} "You are allowed to be sad right now, but not too sad. You are only allowed to be really sad, and I mean terribly, hopelessly devastated once in your whole entire life."

{CHAPTER FIC, COMPLETED, FLUFF/SLIGHT ANGST/SLIGHT SADNESS} When best friends and YouTube stars Ian and Anthony decide to do something crazy they've never even thought of, will it be worth it? Will it really be the summer they've always dreamed of, or turn into a disaster?

Ian leaves a suicide note for Anthony...