Anzelika Anotonov lived in Ukraine all her life, with her mother, father and older brother. Her father faces a career change one day causing them to move to Germany, a complete foreign land for Anzelika. One day, while accompanying her father on A work task as a stage manger, she finds herself meeting a very famous band, Tokio hotel. She finds herself becoming a friend of the group, except Tom who makes her blood boil. But what happens when heaven and hell meet? Will they burn? Or will they find peace? Bold text-German Italic text- Ukrainian/characters thoughts Regular-English (contains smut, substance use and alcohol, violence and mentions of mental illnesses, sexual assault and harassment) I may be editing this story a lot as it is my first so pls bare with me(it gets better keep reading) SEQUEL OUT NOW! "Heaven sent"

In the heart of Tokyo's underworld, Veronica found herself at a crossroads, faced with a choice that could either lead her to the most dangerous love affair of her life or plunge her into a world of chaos and darkness. Tom Kaulitz was a man with a soft spot, but that didn't make him any less formidable in a city where power and danger lurked around every corner. This is a slightly different version of My Living Nightmare, same characters just different names for Georg and Gustav. Justin-Georg George- Gustav Warning: explicit and violence Trigger warning: sexual content, sensitive topics, murder, cutting, assault, gun violence,abuse,sh,substance abuse. Credit to original writer: winternitz, My Living Nightmare

Maivy Gomez moves from New York to Seattle, she previously had been captain of the cheer team in New York. Try outs were held, but the cheerleaders weren't fond of Maivy. So they gave her a 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕, complete the list and she's into the team. If not, then her dreams of being a cheerleader would be crushed. The last person on the kiss list though, was certainly a hard person to get a kiss from. Tom Kaulitz, how could she get a kiss from him? He was the ultimate bitch, a cunt if you will. Little did she know, things would lead farther between them.

Y/n l/n is a typical seventeen year old teenager, she goes to school, dates, parties and all other typical teenage things. But there is one thing which is not so typical, she got kicked out of her own house, by her own parents! Not because she is a rebel, far from that, because she existed. So when she finds a perfect place to stay there is one problem. She has a roommate, a male roommate, secrets are told. Deep secrets. And you realize, not everything is what it seems..

The main character in this book will be named Mia. Mia used to live in Tokyo with her mom and made a best friend named Elizabeth they practically grew up together but sadly mias mom passed away due to cancer so Mia had to move to la to live with her aunt. But Mia is officially 18 so she decides to move back to Tokyo to find Elizabeth. She happily found her until she figures out she is dating Bill kaulitz one of the most dangerous Mafia leaders but he was nothing compared to his brother Tom who took a liking to Mia...

Y/N is used by the bad boy of the school Tom Kaulitz who chucks her away after having her for one night. Next time use protection. "I never liked you, get the fuck over me."

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.