𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒 I CANT THINK OF A DESCRIPTION! I WILL COME BACK TO THIS LATER I SWEAR!!!! 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙: 26/12/23 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙: ??? 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘠/𝘕. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘉𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰𝘶 𝘚𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘋𝘰𝘨𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

ONGOING ❦ This fanfic is an alternate reality of my other one called "The Marionette", in which Dazai came back into your life permanently. I recommend reading that one first, but it won't be completely necessary to read this one. ❦ How deep do your wounds run? There was no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, all you hear around you is drowned out by the voice of only one, and at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Kouyou Ozaki is given responsibility of you, but when she puts you in charge of working with Ryunosuke Akutagawa for strategic purposes, truths of your past are exposed and bring you back to where you started. With Dazai. How much has changed? ❦ Disclaimer: I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or any of its characters, only the plot and "you". ❦ Trigger Warnings: - Anything you may find in BSD already. - In the story because it's related to Dazai, specifically mentions of suicide and harm. - Descriptions of depression and other mental illnesses. - Toxic relationships, abuse. ❦ Extra: - I will be using female pronouns. - I will update whenever I can. ❦ A big thank you to Mar (@marster_) for making me this cover!

From the past to the present, Dazai and (Y/n) always find ways to reconnect with one another. However, each of them has their own story and own side. Being involved in the Port Mafia since she was a child didn't have its perks until she was granted access to her ability and certain cases that her cruel and unfair side to slip out. Through heartbreaks and emotional states, most of her anger is taken out on Dazai. To Dazai, nothing stands in the way of tying loose ends with (Y/n). Even though their past tangled with one another's through loopholes of unfortunate events, his behavior towards her remains the same. When the two become face to face in the present, it's no telling what will happen between the two. Will they remain as revivals, or simply forgive and forget with a silent goodbye? |Warning: Will contain inappropriate scenes and language. Some of the chapters are based on X Listeners/credit to them.|

"ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴇ - ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʙᴜʀʏ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟᴀʙᴏᴜʀ." Fire burns brighter in the darkness. Evil lurks suitably amongst the shadows of death. They say that a child who isn't embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth. And that's what [Y/N] has literally had to do-though subconsciously-while desperately trying to make a change. After committing arson with her ability in rural Japan, she's taken to Yokohama to be kept under the supervision of the Port Mafia-Fire burns brighter in the darkness, right? So then, why is it that Dazai insists on refusing to let her lurk in the shadows of death? What could a former mafioso want to prove-needed to prove-besides the moral wrongs of a life lead of crime? But convicts know no morals; former Mafia executives and proactive arsonists are certainly not the best with morals... but if he insists... . . . "Will you wait for me in heaven?" "Don't make me wait for too long, [Y/N]." - I pulled the trigger. I shot Dazai. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 05 / 10 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bungo #1 bungostraydogs #114 dazai #99 dazaiosamu #3 osamudazai #32 dazaixreader #12 akutagawa #33 happiness #139 depression #379 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or any publicly recognised characters, nor do I own the media used in this book (majority of which is taken from the anime), but I do own the plot] [Osamu Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

You, from a mass murderer family, agreed to make Dazai's wish come true and commit double suicide if he became your boyfriend for three whole months. but there's a catch: you plan to kill him before the time comes. ᴇᴀʀɴ ʜɪꜱ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ... ᴛʜᴇɴ ꜱᴛᴀʙ ʜɪᴍ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ʟᴇᴀꜱᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛꜱ ɪᴛ ⚠️𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒓 ⚠️ 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 - 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒖𝒂𝒈𝒆 1st on #osamudazai (11/7/22) 1st on #dazaixreader (2/1/23) 1st on #dazai (17/1/23) 1st on #bungostraydogs (21/2/23) 1st on #bungo (3/3/23)

"...Damn, you know you look pretty sexy in that police uniform" the male in front of you commented, his eye trailing your figure heedlessly. Your brow twitched in annoyance. "Do you think this is a joke?" you inquired in a testily tone pulling out your gun. The male with bandages hummed with a giddy expression, as if your reaction entertained him. "Sigh, another reason I 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 the Port Mafia" you mutter directing your gun towards the male, pressing the trigger without a care. 𝗕𝗔𝗡𝗚 Read to find out more Warning ⚠️ -contains swearing -abuse/ death/ blood -I am not completely sure how a polices' job works so I would appreciate it if anyone pointed something completely false -may/may not contain a lemon (I'll warn readers in the beginning of the chapter is so) Peace ✌️

| One could say that memories keep you alive. And after one brutal night, Dazai loses all of his memories, both good and bad. Then again, how many good memories has Dazai really had? Chapters are being rewritten and the story will be finished.

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

❝ 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝. 𝑨 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚. ❞ - 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 - Another failed suicide attempt, for y/n that it is. Even with amnesia, she meets an old friend who surprisingly doesn't ask her for a double suicide. It's a story between two suicidal friends knowing each other 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝕆𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅: 8 January 2021 𝑬𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅: 6 April 2021 [ COMPLETED ]