Felix is a 19 year old omega, going to college in Korea away from his family. A year ago, he got a 27 year old alpha for a roommate named Hyunjin. They never really talked much. Felix is generally unsettled by Hyunjin's behavior. Enough that Felix writes a diary about Hyunjin, but...what if things take a turn? When Felix, desperate for a mate as he's soon to turn 20 with no experience starts to look for a mate, what then? What if Felix's change fuels change in Hyunjin? For better or for worse? *** ***SHIPS!*** Hyunlix - Top!Hyunjin Minsung - Top!Minho Jeongchan - Top!Chan Seungbin - Top!Changbin *** ⚠️CONTAINS TRIGGER WARNINGS!⚠️ *** Word Count: 140,000 *** Credits to @soupea for the cover! Thank you!!♡♡♡

Felix is an omega, with a crush on an alpha named Chan. After pep talking himself for an entire month, he works up the courage to confess to Chan. Unfortunately, the alpha was already in a relationship. But, the alpha offers to date him too. Felix assumes he's a cheater and wants to back down immediately, but Chan explains that he's polyamorous, and in a big, mutual relationship with six other people. Felix doesn't understand at first, but after Chan coerces Felix into coming home with him and he meets the six other people that Chan is in a relationship with, he decides to try and get to know them all, if it means having Chan. He doesn't mind sharing Chan too bad. He just only intends to love Chan. That can't be too hard, right? *** Word Count: 373,000