~BOOK 1 OF THE BRENDON URIE/ PANIC! AT THE DISCO TRILOGY~ As the sister of Ryan Ross, the guitarist of the famous pop punk band Panic! At The Disco from Las Vagas Nevada, Hannah Ross had everything but the life you'd expect her to have. Sure there was the happiness and music from her talented brother to keep her occupied. But she didn't grow up with the greatest childhood, of which she covered up those internal scars with the help of her brother and as she would come to realize, her closest friends. That was until something changed. The world around her had stopped when Ryan did something she never thought he would ever do. Which left Hannah wondering if she would ever see her friends again. If she would ever get a chance to tell the one and only Brendon Urie how she felt. (both as a friend and her hope of something more) Even then, will there something else in the way of Hannah doing that? Would she have to take measures into her own hands, or leave it be?

(Formerly titled If You Change Your Mind You Know Where To Find Me) Asteria Vayne is a graphic design intern at Fueled By Ramen. When given the opportunity to work with her favorite band, she thinks all of her dreams have come true. A dream job in New York, a free ride at a prestigious university, and the opportunity of a lifetime. But when her dreams become too good to be true, she finds herself on an emotional rollercoaster that she can't get off of.

His love was a virtue, yet to him, was I his vice?

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)