NOT MINE!!! I don't own this story; all credit goes to the original author SoloChaos on ao3 Trigger warning: suicide/sexual abuse/mature content Make sure you have some tissues....

Vic, a serial killer who likes to look at it as a hobby stumbles upon a loner, Kellin. He plans on killing him but soon finds himself in a compromising situation when Kellin wants to kill himself but Vic ends up saving him and they fall for each other.

I don't know how to feel, when I feel all my emotions at once

Kellin is in a bad relationship when he meets Vic. When the relationship turns sour, will Kellin survive his inner demons or will Vic be there to rescue Kellin from himself? "Do you really love me? Or is it just pretend? Because lately, you don't seem so genuine" *DISCLAIMER* This story will consist of difficult topics, including but not limited to: Abusive Relationships (both physical, emotional, and sexual) Self harm Alcohol Consumption Intrusive Thoughts Depression Anxiety Please, read with caution and take care of yourselves. I am always here to lend an ear or a pair of eyes. -A

A boy that doesn't know himself very well knows a lot about his next door neighbor, and peer. He sees nothing wrong with what he does, but what will his victim think when he finds out about his obsession. This is a collab story. Our personal accounts are @KELLICBABE101 and @Ptvfirsweeto55 *This is being edited, sorry for any mistakes. *

Vic Fuentes is hating Kellin Quinn. And when Kellin finds Vic self harming, everything seems to go down hill. Or... is it going up hill? Accompanied by best friend Jaime, Vic has to go across obstacles that high school and self harm always put in your way. And just maybe... Vic will get a taste of romance as well. (**Takes place during high school, obviously**)

Kellin has a secret. Twenty-eight years old, his secret was the reason he spent ten years in prison. Now that his sentence is over, he wants a clean slate. But controlling a secret as huge as his is difficult. Then he meets Vic, a thirty-two year old Mexican therapist. While Kellin is a pessimist, Vic is an optimist. Somehow bonding, they inch closer and closer together. But Vic has a secret too. One that threatens to ruin Kellin's fresh start, and show the entire world what he really is...