You had too break it too them. You didn't want too,but you did. It reminds you everyday you still have there bracket in the side, not yet given. Waiting for another person too come along too take that away. But it never happens instead it haunts you and days go past slower and slower. Your alright watching movies with you family but then when the ad is on, you expect s message pop up. It never happens and that's all your own doing. You knew it was a risk but it was s risk on your future and you didn't want that, neither did you parents. She changed you for the better and the worse. In this case the latter.