They say, let us not live in the past. Because it reminds us a lot of things. It might be painful. Complicated. Weakening. There are people who want to hide and forget their past memories. Solaire Anja Gomez is one of them. But whatever she does. Everywhere she hides. The past still haunts her. What happened to her then that seemed like a nightmare so she was afraid to close her eyes every night. One of the things she fears to remember, who Dungeon Elixor Variejo really is? Telling her he is her fiancé. But why is it like this? Why did she feel nothing in her heart? Nothing at all. She wants to know! Now, is she ready to remember her past to answer all the questions in her present life? Or will she remain hiding herself from the dark shade of her past? 11/23/2021-11/14/23

[PUBLISHED UNDER LIBxWattpad] erps series #1 complete [unedited] 2# NBS Bestseller under Fiction Philippines Publication [July 2025] If only I knew, would things be different? And if only you knew, will things change? Celest Haeia Ybanez is tired of being the NBSB girl in her circle. Blame the academic workload, the fictional boys, the strict curfew created by her mother, and even the ones who told her they'll wait until she's in college-graduating na siya pero wala pa ring nagpaparamdam sa kan'ya. Idagdag pa na bugbog na bugbog na siya sa katyaw ng mga kaibigan at kamag-anak n'ya na tatanda siyang dalaga. She promised herself that she'll date someone in her last year in college. . .and there she meets Iscaleon Altreano, a meek Architecture student who's also graduating this school year. She had a plan upon seeing him. She knew that Iscaleon was way out of her league; kaya nag-offer siya na magpanggap si Iscaleon na boyfriend n'ya kahit hanggang sa graduation lang nila. For experience, for memories, and for her to have a memorable first boyfriend. Everything was fun. . .if only she knew how things can get hurt if things are bound to get real.