This was a long running fanfic I wrote, that had only ever been uploaded to tumblr. I decided to bring it to Wattpad so more people could read it, I hope. It spans several years of Jared's life with one mysterious girl. She is purposely not "named" and does not have a very detailed description so that the reader can make her anyone they want. This was written well before the 50 Shades hype (eyeroll) so sorry, but please don't expect any "inner goddesses" DEFINITELY R-rated with some BDSM scenarios.