The entire parking lot was filled to the brim with people, damn Americans threw crazy party's, everything had being going great until I saw him, my emediate instinct was to run and I did right into our bus past a few passed out people and into the back lounge, I panted a little and looked down at the floor pulling up my hood, close shave, not until I heard the soft footprints pad behind me did I realise he was there. "oh sorry hi I dident realise anybody was back here I just wanted to get out of that you know?" For the first time in four years Alex's perfect voice rang through my ears making me want to melt at the knees, I almost for a second turned around to face him but, I knew he couldn't see me not properly he would know, I quickly pulled my hood down further on my face and awkwardly turned around to face him keeping my gaze on the foor. "No um its fine I was just leaving" I charged past him and slid down the bus just needing to remove myself from the situation, he cant know im here what will he do. "Wait aren't you going to tell me your name or at least who you are?" Alex shouted back after me causing me to freeze in the spot I couldn't just not answer him that would look suspicious. "Abigail Highcroft" I spoke out my adopted name with no enthusiasm almost like I was trying to convince myself. "Its nice to meet you Abi?" Alex shouted after me in the causal soft voice that he spoke to when it used to be just us, without even thinking I just replied. "you too Lex" Even after the word left my mouth I knew I had pushed it too far, Alex gasped audibly his voice following me, that's when I ran right into the crowd getting myself lost, when I was sure I had shook him I looked down at my feel and thought everything over. "Fuck"

"Hello bitches you've reached the answering machine of Alex Gaskarth leave me a message and if your sexy enough ill get back to you" Hearing his voice brought a tear to my eye and made all the memories flood back, a small smile appearing on my lips ill always remember his cute cocky attitude, BEEP. "Alex Im not coming back, Ive done something so terrible. Im terrified to speak, but you would expect that from me" I paused to compose myself, holding back the tears that threatened to spill over my cheek, I Noticed the heavy rain thundering to the ground around me. I have to leave, start a new life its the only way, I held the phone higher up to my ear crying even more, I will never forgive myself. "I love you" Throwing my phone into the lake, I pulled up my hood and set off down the long winding road, the Rain washing away the smell of him from my hair, I have no idea where im going but anywhere is better than here, I will only ruin his life, I have to get out. "Ill never forget you Alex Gaskarth" Now to start my new life and pray that every time I close my eyes im not reminded of horror that unfolded today.