THIS IS NOT MARK x CESAR. just a little disclaimer. The cover has been updated! being new to the fanbase I recently learned that shipping was uncomfortable for the actors, and so I will respect their wishes. AU where Mark survives his attempt to end his life. TW, (again) Car crashes Hospitalization PTSD, anxiety, general things like that. Amnesia Suicide Graphic descriptions of corpses✨️✨️💅💅 Angst lol Familial death Panic attacks Survivors guilt Invalidation of mental illness Surgery and graphic descriptions of bone/flesh/skin *cough* therapist friend Adam *cough* I will add more if need be.