once alastor convinces lucifer to "be his boyfriend" to make vox stop his petty games, he tries to deny the truth after a while which might be the real feeling of love and affection towards him. he denies these feelings saying they could be other feelings but knowing he's never felt them before and to no one before.... what else could they be. *cover is not mine, found off pinterest* contents of other ships that will be written later on in different fics