Question. What do you get when you trap two super fun personalities in a confined space together for with alcohol and an unlimited amount of possibilities? Obviously, something NO ONE is talking about. But with the signs all there- who could miss the truth? Follow along behind the scenes and across the oceans as you discover the best well hidden secret- you've been dying to expose. A Goldman/ FreeRyan fanfiction Where the fiction is fake, but the feelings could very possibly be real. ***ATTENTION*** Sadly, this is just a story inspired with love for our favorite ship Ryan Eggold and Freema Agyeman. Please respect the real actors and their private lives and just enjoy the dream we all share for them to be real. Obviously this is fiction so everything depicted in this story is FAKE and all scenarios are from my own imagination for your amusement. Thank you

***Heavy AU Sharpwin*** When Cancer hits a family- no one is in it alone and everyone struggles to cope with the highs and lows of the sickness. Max Goodwin learns a hard lesson when cancer strikes a loved one. His life turns upside down and just when he feels he can't find any hope, Helen Sharpe enters his life and changes everything. ATTENTION: I DO NOT own any of the characters in this story that are owned by NBC's New Amsterdam. I merely own the plot line and my own original characters. WARNING: adult content such as but not limited to strong adult language, sexual content, alcohol, and strong adult themes. Mature readers only!