In the humid heat of Florida, Jahseh Ricardo Onfroy was known for two things; his raw music and his reckless pain. After a brutal heartbreak that shattered his trust and his spirit, he spirals into a world of harsh drugs, trying to mute the ache that never lets him sleep. Late at night, when the highs hit hardest, he starts seeing a girl- soft smile, familiar eyes, a laugh that feels like home. She becomes his escape. His comfort. His fantasy. For two weeks straight, she shows up in his visions, talking to him, touching his hand, whispering things that feel too real to be fake. The drugs blur the line between imagination and memory, until Jahseh is no longer sure what's real and what's just in his mind. A week later, everything changes. At a crowded Florida mall with his friends, he sees her. Not in a haze. Not in a dream. Real. Heart racing, he walks up to her like he's known her his whole life. She freezes, creeped out by the intensity in his voice when he tells her he recognizes her face, that they've met before... even though he can't remember her name. She's never seen him a day in her life. Or so she thinks. As reality starts to crack, Jahseh is forced to question what's real, what's imagined, and whether some connections exist long before we understand them. Because in a city full of secrets, tragedy, and music that bleeds from the soul... some love stories don't start normally. Some of them start as hallucinations.

"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple "Jah Baby,please! Don't do this please don't!"I cried "I have no reason to live Liah! So Why not? Hm? Give me one good reason!"He yelled "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU JAH!"I cried causing his face to soften

bul•ly /boolē/ noun 1. a person who uses strength or power to harm or intimidate those who are weaker. synonyms; persecutor, oppressor, tyrant, tormentor, intimidator started: 12-19-18 ended: 2-10-19

There was no stopping the feeling once I had already met you. Started: April 29,2019

"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

DISCLAIMER: this book was written and published before the death of jahseh. if you are easily triggered please do not read, thank you. ***MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, SLURS AND CONTENT*** (my first ever written book so there will be many spelling errors, grammar mistakes and etc.) •highest rank- #9 IN FAN FICTION « first and original xxxtentacion fanfic of a boy moving next door. » #LLJ🕊♥️ fly high baby. COMPLETED.

two couples rising their own careers and a youtube couples channel all the drama, kids, and most importantly family

This is probably gonna be the longest story I've ever wrote. Also I don't have smut warnings so sorry🙃

"I don't usually get along with people that easily, shit I don't even talk to my own mother like that. But, she was different. She attracted me in a way..." this is my first fan fic, if it's bad, that's why😭

X DDLG book Started:6/10/2021