He was there. He was making me crazy every time he was around. That night was probably the worst of all in my entire life. I met the real monster, the one i fell in love with. Well at least i thought he was a monster. I am Lilly, "No one will hurt you, as long as i breathe" he would whisper in my ear, after he did it himself. My mind was only about him. Him, him and him only. I hated Bill Kaulitz. I really did. But his attractive look, the movement of his body, the way he looked at me, his voice, made me loose control over my own mind and i hated myself for that. He ruined my life and there was no chance to make it different. "As long as you don't understand that you are mine, i won't stop". He was dangerous and i clearly knew that, but what can i do - 20 years old woman trying to escape from the real devil, but at the same time having feelings for him. He would torture, humiliate and even kill innocent people just for entertainment. He was sick for enjoying seeing people suffer. "You and me till the end of the world". Trigger warning: Some scenes might contain murder, blood, sex scenes, cursing, suicide attempts. Please understand that this book is not based on ANY real actions and the characters in the book are NOT real. I wrote this for "fun". Sorry if there are any grammar or vocabulary mistakes, English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy :) I do not own Tokio Hotel or any of the names in the story, only the script and the characters are original by me. This book is kinda inspired my "My living nightmare" by winternightz. If there are any similar quotes/ situations, it is probably by accident, thanks. © darkshadowsz I am darkshadowsz and i am new to writing books on wattpad. This is my first book ever and i hope its well written and interesting. No hate towards any of the TH members, this book is also inspired by some of their music and videos.

okay I know that I copied Billswife__ title but I think mine is a little different to her. But I don't know but I really love the story that she made so much.

( 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃 ! ) ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ ꜱʜɪɴᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ( 𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐤. )

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 two singers have a brief interaction in a music store, not expecting to be such a big part of each other's lives. [bill kaulitz x fem!oc] [started: 9.5.23] [ended: 26.2.24]

BILL AND Y/N STORY AND TW ITS HAS SELF HARM AND ED AND STARVING AND OTHER THINGS

childhood best friends bill, Tom and Ella get reunited after Ella had to move out of Germany to get away from her abusive father but all good things don't last long This story will have smut,sh, mental health related stuff and alcohol and drugs along with abuse

"𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮." juliet had just turned 17, but her birthday wasnt really celebrated by anyone execpt for one person. that person was bill and bill has always cared for juliet since the moment they met when they were 5. PLEASE ENJOY..☹️🥰

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝐴𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐴𝑟𝑖𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝐻𝑎𝑚𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑠． 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔： 𝑆𝑚𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐷𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑆ℎ ꧁꧂ 𝐼𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤！ 𝐸𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦！