"why my bad past needs to happen to someone that i love? it must've traumatized you. i promise to take care of you" p/s: I don't have warnings but beware of my bad grammar and wrong spelling ;) anygays, ⬆️toptaehyun ⬇️bottomgyu

"I lived a life where my tears are a measurement for someone else's happiness. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy without guilt gnawing at me." After years of constantly being tormented by the ones he thought loved him, Choi Beomgyu is met with the reality of not being able to cry anymore. Or Beomgyu was born with a gift, something other people would call a blessing when it's actually a curse he had to be burdened with all his life. - Check disclaimer/introduction for trigger warnings