I never thought I could feel this way. Hell, I used to wonder if I could feel anything at all. I was always so…. scared of the people around me. Never knowing when or how to say the right thing, I decided it was better not to get to close at all. I never meant to get close, but in this case… it was like… I had no choice. And though admitting fear is hard for me, the way being thrown into a pit of spiders would be hard for someone arachnid-phobic, what I’m really afraid of now is…. Him. There’s something terrifying about the way he smiles, the way that when he so much as tries to hold my hand it panics me. The way that even just remembering a brush of his skin makes my heart jump into my throat. As if I wasn’t messed up enough, I fell in love with a guy. I’m wasn’t gay. I can’t be gay. I’m not gay. I refuse to be gay. So how on earth do I make us work?

**** THIS IS JUST A SAMPLE OF THE STORY NOW. ENJOYING THE CHASE IS BEING PUBLISHED SPRING 2014 SO I HAVE HAD TO REMOVE MOST OF IT FROM WATTPAD**** Nate Peters is a player. He has great friends, a great job, no responsibilities, no girlfriend and he LOVES it. He's never failed to get a girl in his life, that is until he meets Rosie. She's totally uninterested in him and he can't stand it, she dents his ego and he'll stop at nothing to win her. A Romance / Humour that will make you laugh, cry and scream in frustration! This is entered into the watty awards. WARNING DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY READING NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE AS CHAPTER 1 CONTAINS A HUGE SPOILER FOR THE END OF NLTL!!!!

Benjamin Kathers is the new, quiet one entering the amicable town of Lambertville. All peaceful, very small, and secrets don't exist. With many mysterious obstacles overcame in the past, Ben must start over. He must hinder all the evidence and start over without hesitating or suppressing a single slip up of his past. Little does he know how hard is will become when he meets a young girl, Auden, whom he attaches to with his undying soul. He must succumb up all he has to tell her the abstruse lie he decided to keep from once moved to Lambertville. Auden Livy has been in the small, quiet town of Lambertville, New Jersey her whole life, everyone knows everything about everyone. There are no secrets and if there are, they aren't secrets for long. She has always been smart with a few selected friends of her own. Suddenly a new family moves in town with a boy in her grade. He's strangely good-looking with his cinnamon-colored-Robert Pattinson-styled hair and his strong jaw line. His name is Benjamin and he gets accepted into the popular group right away but he looks like he doesn't even want to be there. Oh well, Auden thinks, he'd never go for someone as bland as her. Unfortunately, she'd never get into that group, even though she never would want to, because everyone thinks she'll end like her mother and be a teenage mother. Benjamin must come to the realization that not only does he have past problems, but as done Auden. They must come together and form the love they both desire.

A popular girl called Amelia has just recovered from a devastating break up. She has closed out her whole life with all of her friends. A new boy called Justin is full of mysteries and secrets. Amelia is fascinated by his appearance and his quiet personality that she makes it her aim to be with this boy. The only wrong thing about this is, is that every time she tries and talks to him, he simply leaves and gets up. The new boy who's name is Justin has a very dark supernatural secret that will tip the balance of nature if he falls in love with her. Demetria is the opposite of Amelia. She holds a very very dark secret and is set out to marry Justin with an arranged marriage formed by their grandparents. She too holds a dark secret, but much worse than mankind will imagine.

Sweet, quiet, smart and a cheerleader is what Jenna Jones is. But that all changed since she met Chace. Jenna was still that sweet girl, but no longer was she quiet, and she certainly got more popular and slightly bitchier. Jenna loved Chace, like they were a married couple. But Chace had other thoughts on his mind. After their break-up, and some incidents at parties, Jenna is determined to get Chace back, using all the help she needs. Paired up with Dylan, she wants to make Chace jealous by using emo-punkish boy Dylan. But as Dylan and Jenna's friendship grows closer, Jenna can't help but feel guilty. Follow Jenna on her chase, and her life as it takes a whole new side.

When Camile Valentine finally has the courage to pursue her passion for singing, she is stuck singing with the boy she hates, Asher Night. With great prizes for the show case, everybody wants it. Can Camile work together with Asher or will she lose it all?

“I’m going to get straight to the point. I want you to make me fall in love with you.” Camila Jones is fearless. She’s also uncontrollably fierce and overly ambitious which tends to be a bad combination. When she unexpectedly fails an audition due to her inability to express love, she’s forced to reconsider something she swore she would never do when she was a kid – fall in love. But where is a seventeen year old supposed to find a guy to fall in love with? Turns out, it might be a lot simpler than she thought.

Monica is the crazy punk girl in the school along with her two best friends, Cece and Angel. With being to caught up in their jokes and pranks, they don't have time to fall in love. That is until Monica meets Ashton. The silent mysterious boy of the school who always wears a hood. She soon finds herself falling head over heels for this boy, without him even speaking a word to her. Will she be able to get the key to his heart and unlock all his deep dark secrets, giving him someone he can trust, or will Ashton stay strong and break Monicas heart along with his, because his life is to painful to tell.

Maisie Lockhart is your non-believer of "love at first sight". Until, it may become an awaken belief when a particular delivery boy catches her eyes one day at her family market. Without a doubt, Maisie finally feels that "attraction" kicking in. But what happens when that certain delivery boy is nowhere to be seen? Enter the Valentino's. They are the handsome, upcoming heirs to well known company, Phoenix Empire. Maisie finds herself sharing some interest with one of the Valentino's. Just when things can't get any messier, her delivery boy may be more than she expects once Maisie manages to catch sight of him once again.

he was the new boy. mysterious, quiet, and the most intoxicating eyes ever to be seen by Rosie. but he was new, so why did she fall for him so easily? and why was the popular guy so in love with her? Rosie and Blade must take on the challenge of protecting their love....... and their lives.