Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

𝐘/𝐍 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐆𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.

A normal 2 week long camping trip that leads to a total mess after a shocking discovery. Alison Narf a popular cheerleader in a American highschool that's just about to finish her last year does something unexpectedly with a man she's never thought she'd have anything with. Tom Kaulitz the hottest and the most popular guy in the whole school goes on a camping trip with his enemy Alison Narf. The two happen to talk more freely over time in secret but hate eachother infront of their friendgroup. Soon or later the worst thing happens to Tom and Alison that neither one of them wanted to happen. This is a original story made and written by the author. It's an enemies to lovers story made by @TomKaulitz91736 (me).

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

It was the first day of school and a new music teacher comes around who happens to be a hot, rich boy that's just a few years older than you. Throught out the story some romance starts appearing between you and the teacher, nothing is stopping you but your boyfriend and school rules that make your relationship a bit screwed.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)