Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...
Everything was like a puzzle that had yet to be put together. It was like all the pieces were there, but you didn't know where to connect them and how they fit in. Dan was the puzzle, and I wanted to know how to solve it.
PREQUEL TO "ALIVE" (While Alive is a phanfiction, this story features no Phan (no Dan at all actually) and mostly original characters. While many of them are named after real people, none of the characters in this story are based on real personalities or circumstances at all. This is an entirely original, fictional wo...
cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.
***GirlXGirl Romance*** Living in New York you learn to keep up with the quick pace of the city, myself included. I was never the one to stop and smell the roses, but that was until I met her on that dull September afternoon. Her eyes were light and dark at the same time, as if a devil and an angel lived inside of her...
SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...
Phil is a poor boy forced to marry another man. He's not very healthy and he's very anxious to be the husband of a rich man. The constant cloud of suicide and anxiety follows Phil Lester everywhere he goes and he struggles to fit into his new life. It's a good thing this man he marries is a good man and eventually Phi...
Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )
This is a collection of true stories from me and poems that I bother to share. Enjoy I guess. Trigger warning: Depression, Anxiety, Cutting, Broken hearts
Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...
Damien St Clair has it all. A nice house, wealthy parents, perfect grades, good looks. What else could a seventeen year old guy want? No one expects anything to be wrong with the rich boy, the pretty boy. I mean, what does he have to complain about? Well, sweetheart, as Damien would say "Looks can be deceiving." *Extr...
Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including a...
A story that follows the journey of young Theo, a transgender boy faced with the harsh reality that being his true self could possibly be the most difficult thing he'll ever have to do. Learning all too soon that love and trust can be such fickle things. Warning: Possible dark themes, transphobic/homophobic comments...
"Dan..?" his shaky voice echoed through my head as I held the blade to my wrists. "No!" he screams grabbing the blade. Tears streaming down on both of our faces. I held his face in my eyes, wiping the tears away from his face. "I'm so broken babe...I'm so broken..." I whisper as he weeps silently into my arms again. ↠...
Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...
