Starting over, you've discovered, is mostly a matter of place; put enough miles between yourself and everything that came before, find a roommate you like, make friends with people who know nothing about you, and eventually the person you used to be begins to feel like some distant cousin. Shiganshina is good for that. Eren Jaeger is not. He's your roommate's friend, then yours, then something considerably more inconvenient. He's infuriating in ways that become intimate, intimate in ways that become problematic, and somewhere along the line, disliking him becomes difficult to separate from want. The trouble with becoming close to someone is that you never notice it happening. There's no moment when the water reaches your throat. No warning that you've wandered too far from shore. By then, you're already submerged.

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❝𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦... 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦-𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵.❞ ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ You were always supportive of what people wanted, cheering them on like their own personal cheerleader. Your childhood boyfriend Eren Jaeger was passionate for music, swearing it'd be him on the mainstage, and it was. Getting the big offer to pursue his dreams, he took it without looking back, leaving you behind. His dream was his, and you needed to find your own. Years go by, and the chances of rekindling are higher and higher. eren jaeger x fem reader shingeki no kyojin , hajime isayama loosely based on manga/anime adaptation 𝙉𝘼𝙉𝘼 , ai yazawa ఌ︎. cover art credit - @blustock_ via twitter or X ⚠ this is a modern au, all characters are aged up. some chapters may include sensitive and triggering topics. all warnings will be on the chapters that contain such topics. 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙧 ❀࿐ #1 in Eren | 02.07.26 #1 in ErenxReader | 7.25.25 #1 in ErenJaeger | 12.1.25 #1 in Eren Yeager | 12.1.25 #1 in ArminArlert | 11.5.25 #1 in Aotfanfic | 11.10.25 #1 in AttackonTitan | 1.15.26 #1 in Aotxreader | 3.12.26 #1 in JeanKirschtein | 3.25.26 #1 in Modernau | 3.23.26 #1 in MikasaAckerman | 3.23.26 #1 in Shingekinokyojin | 6.1.26 #1 in Aotoneshots | 8.27.26 #2 in SNKxReader | 2.11.26 #3 in SNKFanfiction | 12.23.25 #4 in LoveTriangle | 12.2.25

"i don't want to feel sick without you." "you were already sick without me." You enroll last minute in Paradis University with hopes of putting your old life in Marley behind you, only to cross paths with the one and only Eren Jaeger, who's being pulled under by his own demons. Can you learn to handle the overwhelming lust and loathing you feel towards each other while discovering something that could possibly ruin and bring to light everything you worked towards hiding? Or will the cycle keep repeating in circles? info/warnings- all characters belong to Hajime Isayama. college AU, modern world, drug use, overdosing, sexual content, violence, stalking, guns, knifes, near death experiences, mental illnesses, domestic violence, abusive behavior, toxic relationships, sexual abuse, and suicidal actions/ ideations. please read at your own discretion.

Eren, a star player on the university football team, catches your eye when he becomes your new neighbor. Your presence in each other's lives twists like the road that binds you together. And this is the simple story of a life. Of the good years, the hard years. Every win, every loss. In a city of yearning youth, looking for their horizon. Whether it be the comfort of friendships past, sex, love, drugs. Searching... Always searching All of you. - ac: rored_warrior #1 in aotau #1 in eren #1 in snk