He allowed his darkness to consume him so much, that he lived in his own depressed state of mind. He did a lot of awful things in the name of melancholy- a lot of awful things that he could never take back. He felt absolutely nothing - but he couldn't help but wonder; if it was worth feeling something, for her.

"Can you be completely fucking honest with me right now?" I questioned. Justin nodded. "What's this huge secret you're hiding from me? Huh?" I spat. Justin furrowed his eyebrows and I saw his jaw clench. "You were eavesdropping on my conversation?" He wondered, anger welling up in his eyes. "Yeah, I did. Now fucking tell me what's going on because I don't know how much more I can take!" I yelled. I saw his fists clench and he squeezed his eyes shut then reopened them. "I can't fucking tell you." He stated. I eyed him like he was crazy. At this moment, he was basically risking our relationship. "And why the hell not?" I asked. "Because, if I tell you..you'll leave me again and I don't think I can handle that again." He was now back to speaking softly. Cover by: drewsarianah

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