A forced marriage? But what if one of them had past traumas? . . . . . . . . . . . . Read the story to find out.

Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!

a collection of poems jisung writes to get over his ex. 'the inside of my mind burns and fills up with question marks that blame me now i run for an answer that i cannot see' - skz maze of memories [lower-case intended]

'*•.¸♡ book 1 of the secrets series ♡¸.•*' "Chan, he...he's not much different from you." "So...Chan is a Little?" "No, Jeongin. Chan is a Dom." [ mentions of abuse/trauma ] [ mentions of death ] [ nightmares, anxiety, trauma ] [ sex scenes ] ⚠️ contains Woojin in some chapters ⚠️ start: 11/8/19 end: 3/29/21 ↳ ❝ this is purely a work of fiction. this story is not real and does not reflect the boys in any way shape or form. this story is for fun and entertainment. ❞ © jeonginsarcticfox

After finding himself without a girlfriend, a job, or somewhere to stay, Jisung ends up at Minho's house once again. Yes, this has happened before. STARTED: June 14th, 2022 ENDED: December 31st, 2022

Hyunjin, feeling increasingly self-conscious as the only virgin left in his group of friends, starts to feel out of place and insecure. After hesitating for a while, he finally gathers the courage to approach Minho, his sarcastic but caring friend, and asks him to help him lose his virginity. Although Minho is initially reluctant and tries to convince Hyunjin that he should wait for something meaningful, he eventually agrees, sensing how important this is for him. What begins as a simple favor slowly shifts into a night that surprises them both, revealing emotions they hadn't fully acknowledged-and leaving them questioning the true nature of their bond. ... !!: sex + smoking # 1 Hyunho 5/011/2024

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia

Felix is a 19 year old omega, going to college in Korea away from his family. A year ago, he got a 27 year old alpha for a roommate named Hyunjin. They never really talked much. Felix is generally unsettled by Hyunjin's behavior. Enough that Felix writes a diary about Hyunjin, but...what if things take a turn? When Felix, desperate for a mate as he's soon to turn 20 with no experience starts to look for a mate, what then? What if Felix's change fuels change in Hyunjin? For better or for worse? *** ***SHIPS!*** Hyunlix - Top!Hyunjin Minsung - Top!Minho Jeongchan - Top!Chan Seungbin - Top!Changbin *** ⚠️CONTAINS TRIGGER WARNINGS!⚠️ *** Word Count: 140,000 *** Credits to @soupea for the cover! Thank you!!♡♡♡

༺✮•° 𝙈𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧 𝘾𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙. °•✮༻ 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝓒𝓪𝓼𝓾𝓪𝓵 -𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓡𝓸𝓪𝓷 where Minho and Jisung are friends with benefits. it's only a casual relationship, or so they claim. 𝘾𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨: •smut •light angst •modern idiocy 𝟏𝟎 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ! 𝟑𝟎𝐤+ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 ☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ- my first language is not english, please ignore the grammatical errors - ☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

"Are you okay?" He swallowed, blinking repeatedly to stop the tears from escaping his eyes. "Yeah, yeah I'm okay." The older looked at him, then without a word he took him in an embrace, holding him close. "I know you're not." 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 - TW: -PTSD - abuse -selfharm - mentions of suicide -depression - anxiety - eating disorders - blood - homophobia - death Highest rankings: #1 Lino #1 Changlix #1 Minsung #1 cheesecake #5 skzships #10 yongbok #13 Leeknow #30 Changbin Started // 16032021 Finished /23112021