CONTAINS VERY MATURE CONTENT. "Katarina," my name passed his lips in a gruff whisper and I felt like I was going to melt into a puddle. Rafe's hands ran over my body as he backed me up to the bed. Everywhere our skin touched a fire burned within me. It consumed me. In that moment I wanted him more than anything. I was hyper aware of his hardness pressed against me and I bit my lip. Looking into his dark eyes I could see his desire. His mouth was on my neck, his teeth grazing the skin. I let out a moan as he hit my sweet spot and I could feel his body react to it. He pressed harder against me and slowly slid a hand down the front of my jeans, leaving a tingling path as he made his way. "I want you to say it Katarina," he said. I felt his hand stroking me and I bit my lip. There was no doubt I wanted more, and he wanted to give it to me. "Say what?" I asked, my voice strained as I tried to hold my composure. "You know what," he said sliding my shirt up, sucking on my exposed breast as he teased me below. I moaned again and I could feel him smile. He thrust two fingers in and my control started breaking. I couldn't remember the previous arguments with myself, I couldn't remember why I had been so afraid of him, I couldn't remember why I had tried staying away. All I knew was I didn't want him to stop, I wanted more. "Rafe, I'm-"

This will be a "diary" in a sense. I'll try to post everyday. I'm a alpha male wolf therian and this...is my story.

Alpha Blake is 17 years old, he's never found or has met his mate, that is until he spots Maya at the park she turns out to be his mate except for one problem she's 14. Then something just clicks between them. But their parents refuse because of their age...but with the help with April Mayas best friend they have late night encounters. But one more problem they don't know that he's a werewolf more or less know that he's the Alpha who's being hunt down by rouges that revenge so they attack him where it hurts more. His young mate Maya... But what happens when he shifts in front of them since April was there with them? Now that they know his secret they will experience heart breaks, war, mysteries, and more join them as they go through many twits and turns. Will they be able to overcome it all?

For very many years, four packs of wolves have lived together in the same area. They are the descendants of the original packs, and must carry on their ancestors' legacies. But soon the tension rises before the packs, and every wolf must learn to fend for themselves amongst their own territories. No canine can even begin to explain the mysterious deaths and sudden heat between them, but it's only a matter of time before it all comes crumbling down. The story follows four young wolves from each pack, and it's only up to them to determine everyone's fate. Can they rise to their own wars, or will their destinies turn out to be fatal? The Howlers is a must read, Warriors-based series for all ages and every fictional-animal lover.

"This is a truly special book, one that captured my heart from the very first line...THE ASTONISHING THING feels like a bit of a miracle and we all could use a miracle." --Holly Chamberlin, author of Seashell Season and Summer With My Sisters