"Calum, he's just so...radiant" "No shit Luke, you stare at him like he's the freaking sun" *** The one where Ashton's just so radiant, and Luke can't help but fall for him, but Ashton has secrets and Luke has a girlfriend. #22- Lashton

❝Come here babydoll,❞ ❝That's not my name, you know that right?❞ ❝It is now,❞ A new kid at school that has piercings and tattoos and wears a lot of black grabs a lot of unwanted attention from people. The punk kid ends up sitting behind a feminine guy and they start to fall for each other. ©2016 aestheticlashton_ BOOK COVER BY: nightmemories_

"In all our lives, there is a fall from innocence. A time after which we are never the same." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once Luke graduated high school he went straight to becoming a cop. But the punk kid who loved him never forgot about those blue eyes. "What's wrong Lukey, you seem nervous?" "I can lose my job for this Irwin." "Didn't stop you from letting me off the hook for breaking and entering, and then letting me fuck you in your cop car."

"I can't love you Ashton." Luke said quietly, his voice firm, but his eyes avoiding the gaze of the shorter boy "You're... a boy. It's wrong. I can't. I'm sorry." In which Luke is convinced he's confused, and Ashton is convinced he's just an asshole

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

"Please stop! You're hurting me!" "Don't fight me, Luke, it'll just make it worse." Or in which Luke is being abused by a boy named Ryan and he feels helpless to do anything about it out of fear. He's sworn to silence but can Ashton save him? // tw for abuse, rape, self-harm, attempted suicide // {Fully Edited as of 18th Nov 2017 // 28 Published Parts} (Highest rank - #177 Fanfiction, #316 Teen Fiction) (3rd place in Up and Coming - Lashton Awards) cover template © lottesgraphics pictures © cHae

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

"So this test is going to be a little hard to explain. But we think Luke might be pregnant."

"Call me by your name and I'll call you by mine" A continuation of Elio and Oliver's story after he sits at the fireplace. Months later, Elio and Oliver connect again. But is it for better or for worse? Is it better to speak or to die? Elio gets the chance to visit America. But will it be the trip of his dreams, or a trip right back to the fireplace?

Ashton can't take care of his own brother, so his parents hire a babysitter. © goldenstarkey | 2014