Felix never wanted Hyunjin's name to open doors for him. So at work, he stays hidden. No husband. No privilege. No protection. Just Felix. But secrets are fragile things, and Hyunjin has never been good at watching what belongs to him get hurt. Disclaimer This is a work of fiction from my dramatic little brain. I don't own any real people, names, groups, or companies mentioned. Nothing here reflects anyone's real life, personality, or relationships. Read for fun, don't take it too seriously, and kindly click away if it's not your thing.

"You broke me once, Hyunjin. Don't you dare make me love you again." Felix and Hyunjin were inseparable-until their families tore them apart. Forced to break up under the weight of parental disapproval and idol image pressure, they walked away with broken hearts and words left unsaid. Now, years later, fate (and a cruel PR stunt) brings them back together for a month-long variety show. Sharing a house with the other Stray Kids members and living under the camera's glare, the walls they built begin to crumble. Hyunjin's jealousy is impossible to hide when Felix laughs with someone else. Felix, in turn, can't ignore the fire in Hyunjin's gaze that says, I never stopped loving you. But love isn't simple when the past still cuts deep-and when parents, careers, and unspoken feelings are waiting to tear them apart all over again. Will they keep pretending they're fine for the cameras? Or will this forced proximity be the final push that either destroys them... or sets them free? ⸻ Content Warnings • Heavy angst (emotional breakdowns, heartbreak) • Family conflict and disapproval themes • Jealousy and possessiveness • Idol industry pressure (public image, scandals) • Medium-detail smut (romantic + emotional context, teasing, implied/soft scenes) • Emotional whiplash (angst mixed with comedic chaos) • Strong language (arguments, heated fights)

In the Hwang Kingdom, King Hyunjin rules not with mercy, but with a blade. To the "Blood King," Omegas are merely biological vessels-tools for breeding an empire. With five queens and a harem of hundreds, he has no room for the weakness of love. But far across the border lies a miracle hidden in shadows: Lee Felix. A male Omega of ethereal beauty and a broken spirit, Felix has spent his life surviving the cruelty of a family that hates him. When a twist of fate delivers Felix into the hands of the world's most feared tyrant, the collision is inevitable. One man believes love is a myth; the other has never been allowed to feel it. In a palace built on secrets and slaughter, will the King's iron fist crush the rare jewel he's found-or will Felix be the first thing to ever make his heart beat? _____

" i don't know anything about love . " - 𝚕𝚎𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚡 " do you want me to teach you ? " - 𝚑𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚗 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕟 : 11th July 2021 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕟 : 23rd December 2021 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕤 : completed

Two boys, once rivals, caught in a tangled web of pain, jealousy, and unexpected love. Hyunjin never thought he'd fall for Felix - the one person he couldn't stand. But when jealousy stirs and secrets unravel, their rivalry turns into something deeper and more complicated than either of them expected. Felix hides scars no one can see and battles demons he's desperate to control. When a shocking revelation about a girlfriend and an unborn child comes to light, both boys must confront their fears, their pasts, and what it truly means to trust. In a story of enemies to lovers, raw emotion, and healing, can Hyunjin and Felix find a way through the storm - together?

COMPLETED (very first book. would not recommend reading.) Yang Jeongin has problems. He knows he does, but he doesn't want to burden the others. After a while, his mind starts playing tricks on him. He thinks that no one wants to be around him. In reality, Jeongin is pushing everyone away. He won't let them help all because he is too afraid of what they think. Started: June 17th, 2019 Finished: August 28th, 2019

Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!

"I Don't understand it either, just let it go" Seungmin never really believed all the watered down "innocent" lies that were spread all around him on magazines covers and social media feeds, but when hateful comments start to appear in his livestreams, and his mirror becomes his sworn enemy, he makes a decision that takes an extreme turn for the worse. ⚠️TW⚠️

Felix is a bartender at the local casino, living with his best friend Jeongin in a small apartment in the beautiful city of Seoul. A new owner takes over the casino and peaks an interest in Felix. Read along to see it unfold.

They thought he was beneath them. Turns out, he owned the ground they walked on. ────────── 👑 ────────── Felix Lee was just a poor delivery boy-humble, quiet, forgettable. At least, that's what the powerful Hwang family thought when their golden heir Hyunjin took a liking to him. Insults were whispered, threats were made, and money was offered to make him disappear. So he did. But weeks later, the world gasps as the truth comes out: Lee Yongbok-Felix-isn't just anyone. He's the long-lost heir to one of the wealthiest dynasties in Asia. Richer than the Hwangs. Stronger than their empire. And now that he's back, he's not the one who has something to prove. In a world of legacy, betrayal, and secrets wrapped in silk and lies, Hyunjin and Felix must decide: is love worth fighting for when the whole world is watching?