It's been ten years since Dan was left as a single father and his fifteen year old son Percy still has no idea why he doesn't remember his Papa. Dan raised the younger boy alone, shielding him from love and telling him never to get attached, but Percy can't help but fall in love with the new girl in school and as hard as it is for both of them, Dan knows it's time to tell his son about his own tragic relationship and how his heart was broken. Through tears, memories and some old words of wisdom, Dan finally allows himself to recall exactly what happened between himself and his first and only love, Phil.

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Phan fluff <3 no sex but all the homo -This is a longer version of my creative writing piece -

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

connor has insomnia but it's okay he'll always know troye will be there in the morning *trigger warning*

The hate is starting to get to Troye and he doesn't know how much longer he can take it. Starts just before the SYDNYE party and I tried to base this around actual events that happened but if I don't get it 100% right please don't come for me. *~*TRIGGER WARNING*~* This story deals with self harm and eating disorders, if this will affect you negatively in any way please don't read it xx I'm not great at descriptions but give it a go, yea? x

"why do you like water so much?" "it reminds me that i have the option of drowning and escaping this life."

Here is what we know: - Connor and Troye are hopelessly in love - 20% of people who suffer an eating disorder will die without treatment - 2-3% of people who suffer an eating disorder will die with treatment - Life is not fair; even the flowers know this

"Yes" "What? I didn't ev-" "Are you saying yes to what I think you are?" --- Aubree is a broken girl, who wants nothing more than to be fixed. When Aubree finds out who her brother is, after a horrific experience, will she finally get her chance to get fixed? If so, will she take it, and risk pulling others in her deep hole that she's dug herself? Will she take it, but change she mind later? Read to find out in My Wish. (WARNING: There is self harm, mild swearing, and cuteness. ;)) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriously, or take anything for granted. [Some content may be triggering - trigger warnings will be included at the beginning of any chapters including this kind of content.] Highest Rank: #155