I screwed up. I mean, really screwed up. I don't remember a time where I haven't screwed up, but this feels like I've gone past the point of no return. I've always thought that people wouldn't care. Wouldn't care if I suddenly dissappeared off the face of the earth. They wouldn't care if I was being beaten senseless on the ground. No one has ever cared, and I don't believe they ever will. Not really. Sometimes people just need a reminder. A reminder that they're worth it and that they're not alone. Some people just need a person they can trust. Some people are just so far gone that there's no saving them. How sad it is that I'm one of the latter. Trigger warnings: self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempt, depression, abusive parents, trauma, abuse, self destruction etc. Click on my profile to read SAVED 2.

Soulmate AU A story in which a girl finally gets her soulmate mark, to an idol thousands of miles away. -------- Completed: 2/2/21 If you're Felix reading this on a secret account ✨welcome✨ ---- Highest ranking: #1 in kpop #1 in soulmate #1 in bangchan #1 in chan #1 in straykids #1 in got7 #1 in skz #1 in 3racha #1 in seochangbin #1 in leefelix #1 in seungmin #1 in kpopfanfic #1 in leeminho #1 in leeknow #1 in marktuan #2 in tattoo

"I'm trying to live my life without you." Book 2 of the soulmates series

"So you're telling me, my soulmate is an idol?" Book 1 of the soulmate series

She was the new student. He was the school's loner. She was widely liked. He was misunderstood. She found him interesting. He wanted nothing to do with her. "People are like medicine. We use them to feel better and heal and then, when we don't need them anymore, we just throw them away." -cover by QianZhengha0- •Now available in Italian, Polish and Portuguese• Highest rank: #1 in fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: Contains mentions of self harm and suicide.

Unknown: I guess I'd tell you since you'll practically know that I'm one out of nine I'm Chan 😉 /seen • Bang Chan x female o/c • non-idol SKZ & Highschool au • texting & full chapters • mature themes & strong language (!) started : February 22, 2019 ended : July 20, 2019 edited : January 15, 2020 re-edited : May 3rd, 2022

[ ✰ ☾ ⤷ ] ❝ i thought i'd never find you ❞ soulmates. for the past few hundred years people have been born with soulmate connections. it started with only two children, but now almost everyone is born with one. some people believe it's real, and others ignore it. it doesn't matter how you live your life, soulmate connections are still there. only 2% of the world population doesn't have a soulmate connection, and let riley be one of those. but this doesn't stop her from finding her soulmate. deep down she believes that there's still someone out there for her, and she's going to find them. she's certain of that. • ღ • bang chan x oc. fluff + angst. soulmate au. © discoshoto 2022