a south park fanfic slightly influenced off the movie As You Are Tw: heavy drug abuse, domestic violence, mentions of self harm, mentions of suicide, sexual situations/smut, violence, mentions of blood - also includes stendy, kenjorine, creek, & kybecca Best Achievement - #1 IN STYLE AGGHHH TY GUYS SO MUCH <333 TYSM FOR 100K READS AS WELL I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!

Stan is spiraling and is getting worse every day. Will he get consumed by his thoughts or will he finally be saved from his own hands? This is my first story so apologies if it's not that great! Warning, this story contains violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts and actions, alcohol abuse, swearing, and abuse. This story takes place during their freshman year of high school. I took inspiration from the song, "Still Hurting" from the musical "The Last 5 Years" for some parts of this story. I WILL NOT WRITE SMUT SO DO NOT ASK Art is not mine! Art goes to all the talented owners! I do not own south park or the characters in the series. All characters and media belong to Matt Stone and Trey Parker.

Two days after Stan's eighteenth birthday, he decides to end it all. He can't handle the depression and loneliness anymore. But before he can go through with it, Kyle saves him. And the more time Stan spends with him, he starts to realize there's something happening between them. Something worth living for........ Age:17/18 Slightly angsty and hurt/comfort *Mentions of suicide, self harm, abuse/ neglect, and sexual situations.