Nico, or Nicole, is going to start a new life. A life away from her unfair, flirty sister, a father that cares too much and cares too little, her harshly critical "friends", the grief of her mother's death, and her cheating boyfriend. She'll start her life fresh, clean. And as a boy. When she runs away, she meets a gang of tough boys with their own pasts. She decides to join them. The only problems are first, mostly all the boys have seen her before as a girl, the gang gets in big fights, and she has to hide her true identity of being a girl.

Life is funny when you look back on it, in fact the core of the word ‘life’ says it all, ‘if’. Life is full of ‘What if’, ‘If only’ and ‘Maybe if’ moments and they tend to shape our lives, sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. I can only say that there are many moments when I regret not questioning the ifs, and to be honest just as many times I do not. This story is a series of 'If' moments that I experienced in my L.if.E. From my first 'Gay' experience and love, to more darker moments. I hope you will enjoy.

The last 10 chaps will be taken off from the book so it will be a really long sample lol. Find it on Amazon! =^.^= [WARNING there is BOYXBOY action in this story so if you don't like it DON'T READ IT!] Awesome cover by AEBauer! Aiden is your average seventeen year old senior with crazy best friends and a very supportive familiy. Aiden is what most people would like to call a 'closet gay' for his own personal reasons. He's goes through high school doing what he knows best; being invisible. But everything changes when his cousin comes to stay while his parents are on some sort of business trip together which could be weeks even months. Now his whole world is turning upside down... again and the only person that can help him is Liam Jacobs, the star quarterback the most popular and definitely most straightest guy in school. There's NO WAY! But what Aiden doesn't know is that Liam has a secret and he's trying his best to fight it but how long will that last?

Giovannie and Jenna are twins. Giovannie is the reckless free spirit of the two, the one to have a flirtatious smile plastered on his face and a mischievous glint in his eyes. Everyone knows the flamboyant Gio is bi so they're used to his 'eccentric ways'. Take the twins childhood friend Hunter, for instance. Gio has been hitting on him since puberty but the cool and tolerant Hunter had always brushed him off and took his advances as playful jokes. But what happens when Hunter suddenly turns the tables on Gio? Now Gio is the one being seduced...what to do what to do? Especially when Hunter is suppose to be his twin sisters boyfriend! Then in steps a potential rival for Giovannie's affection, sweet all American boy next door, Nick Davis. Gio's life is about to get more dramatic.

Jett isn't exactly the most attractive, fit or intelligent guy out there - that is until his sixteenth birthday. Along with his miraculous physical transformation comes a pack. Jetts' father had always shielded him from his heritage. That he was son to the alpha of one of the most respected packs in America. The alpha that abandoned his pack with his four year old son when his mate died in a mysterious fire. Jett doesn't remember his mate he met when he was four, but someone is sure as hell ready to shock that memory back in... Along with the shocking drama of being the first male male mates since ever. This is a tale of love, blood, war, innocence and an ancient grudge.