Matthew Espinosa's life was as average as you could get. He was smart, popular, and best friends with the school's most worshipped kid, Nash Grier. But one night changes everything, either for better, or worse. Includes: Humour, love, unhappiness, triggering, suicide, romance, smut ;D, and just overall confusing shit. (Don't be anywhere near a bridge or just anything tall that you could jump off of while reading this.) Book cover creds to @taylorxshawn

The drunken texts sparked it, the raging storm would either extinguish or ignite it. - In the confined space of a hotel, Matthew suffers, Carter is oblivious, Taylor is stranded and Shawn is invisible. - Matt Espinosa x Carter Reynolds [slow updates]

Nash Grier has never thought of himself as gay. So why is he having all of these feelings for his best friend, Cameron Dallas? It doesn't help when he meets a new boy, confusing his feelings even more. Will Nash admit he's gay, or will he just keep passing them off as 'teenage hormones'?

A carterXmatt Fic. Boyxboy. Carter Reynolds and Matt Espinosa Numbness. That’s all matt could feel. He knew this would happen eventually. He refused to admit it, but he knew. He knew that one day, carter wouldn’t need him like he needed carter. He knew that the countless days spent laughing until they couldn't breathe were over. He knew that he would not be the one carter would drag along at 2 am for a walk at night. He knew. He just wasn't ready.

There's 20 reasons why Taylor Caniff loves Shawn Mendes. There's 20 reasons why Nash wants Matthew to be his boyfriend. There's 20 reasons why Cameron avoids Carter. There's 20 reasons why Gilinksy needs Johnson. There's 20 reasons why. (yes ik this is different pairings)