Just the normal life of a teenager girl secretly struggling with an eating disorder.

Hi this is story /some feelings I have been feeling suffering from an eating disorder It's basically just journal /thoughts that I am feeling I'm so sorry if u can relate Pls read at ur own risk.

upd: Yeah, this is the one read in the videos... also the first few chapters are kinda dumb but this has turned into a story I really enjoy writing! I found NO Nick Wilkins fanfics so I decided to make one myself! This should hopefully be a lot better than my other fanfics, but then again, I'm writing this at 3:49 in the morning. THE TIMELINE WILL BE WEIRD! ALSO Nick has a sister in this (at the time of writing this desc, i didnt know he had a sister irl, so she just like. doesnt exist) so I guess this an AU? Yes. It is now an AU. ***TW/CW: book contains themes of self-harm, eating disorders, violence, possible mentions of assault in the future, etc. probably no smut though for now because I'm uncomfortable writing it-- and I'm sure many people are uncomfortable reading it!*** OC is based on me because I'm a simp. Scar, Casey, and Millie are based on my friends because they're awesome

"I'm such a loser." I mumble to myself, thinking he wouldn't hear. "Good to know you're aware." ☹☹☹ Nineteen year-old Prairie Taylor desperately searches for a job that could provide her enough money, and ends up going on tour with the one and only Conan Gray for his newly released EP Sunset Season. And it all starts with a glass of milkshake. Conan tries to get close to her but fails several times, and he's determined to find out why she gets along so well with his bandmates while he almost never gets a conversation going with her. As their friendship grows, the twenty year old singer uncovers different secrets from Prairie. Secrets that she's been keeping to herself from the band. Secrets only her closest friend knew. And as they get closer, as cheesy as it sounds, they realize what they have is more than just a friendship.