If you haven't read polarice2224's Alyss Granger series, then you really should, else this story won't make sense. I do not own Harry Potter, Warner Bros, or any of the stuff that could potentially sue me for writing this. --- Sonja Triston faced a mix of emotions working under Vol Patil. Day after day, convinced that the dark wizard was protecting her heritage, Sonja fought and killed without mercy; even without her dead brother and best friend. In her first year of service, Sonja meets miss Alyss Granger, only to confront her five years later. The fifth year was a breaking point; the time when Sonja starts to truly understand herself - and starts to fall in love. With the loss of Vol that year, Sonja only desires to know her past - but tries to get the facts with brute force. As Sonja goes into hiding for seven years, she seems to change, but have no other choice as she ventures to the WADA, in search of Thalia Patil, to lead back to Alyss. As Sonja tries to find her past, she is thrust back into her teenage world - and maybe she wants to stay. Maybe it was this hidden wish which brought out Sonja's all-too-late realization.