: ̗̀➛ oc x billie eilish g!p fanfiction "the only time i don't feel like a ghost is when you're looking at me" = started: 16/09/21 =status: on going

[g!p] olive, a house wife with no friends, decides to join a gym. her husband doesn't seem to care, especially when he's hiding a secret life of his own, which olive has yet to discover. when she meets billie, will olive be able to escape the abuse and discover what real love feels like?

ɪ ɴᴏᴅ, ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀʏ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. "ꜰᴜᴄᴋ" ɪ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ɪᴍ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ" ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ "ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴢʏᴀ? ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴘᴜᴘᴘᴇᴛꜱ; ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀɪɴɢꜱ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʙꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ, ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ, ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

"ᴡʜʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ" ᴅᴀᴡɴ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ, ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴏᴋ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ." - ᴀꜱ ᴀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ᴀ ʀᴇɢᴜʟᴀʀ, ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɢʀᴏᴡꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ; ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ɪꜱ ᴇɴᴛɪᴄɪɴɢ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛꜱ ᴀ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ᴏɴᴇ, ꜱʜᴇ ɢᴀɪɴꜱ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇʟʏ ɴᴇᴡ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴏʀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ, ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀʏ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜʏᴘɴᴏᴛɪᴢɪɴɢ, ʜᴇʀ ɪᴄʏ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀɢɴᴇᴛ. ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ʜᴇʀ. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴ 50 ᴅᴀʏꜱ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴘʀɪᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɢᴏ ꜱᴏʀᴛᴀ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴋ. ɪ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ, ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴅ. ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɢᴜʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ. ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏᴘᴇ ʙʏ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ. ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪɴ ᴀ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ, ɪᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴏɴᴇ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄ. -ʟᴏᴡᴇʀᴄᴀꜱᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ