"why are you doing this to yourself?." where felix is seen and described as a spaz and a freak, but really he's just a hurt boy with a fragile heart... hyunjin on the other hand, is popular and is kind of a jerk..., at least that's what everyone thinks of him. in reality he's a boy that plasters his injuries with infected bandaids... what happens when the two get roomed together for the semester? rankings: #1 IN SKZ!! (20/4/23) (8/8/23) #5 in mentalhealth (15/5/23) #49 in ff (16/5/23) #3 IN HYUNLIX!! (20/5/23) #1 IN MINSUNG (21/5/23) #2 IN HYUNLIX (23/5/23) #1 IN HYUNLIX (24/5/23) (18/04/24) #1 IN LEEMINHO #3 in hyunjin (5/10/23)

They're rivals. They're roommates. They're trending every time they breathe near each other. The internet ships them. They can't stand each other. (At least... that's what they keep telling themselves.) When one viral moment blurs the line between fake and real, offline starts feeling a little too intimate-and suddenly, "I hate you" starts sounding a lot like "don't leave."

In which Felix's parents send him off to a Christian Bible camp, hoping that it would help alter his sexuality. At camp he befriends a group of boys, including a tall, handsome guy who immediately grabs Felix's attention. Little did he know, that handsome boy's name would be announced as his roommate for the entire month. ✧ You'll get to read into the lives and points of view of multiple characters. ✧ Includes fluff, angst, and smut ✧ Arabic translation in my reading list ✧ Started 20.02.22

Set in a time when sin was judged louder than love and secrets could get you burned at the stake, yongbok-son of the town's beloved pastor-has always lived a life of purity, devotion, and obedience. He sings in the church choir, carries the weight of expectation, and believes he's on the righteous path. But everything changes when he meets Hyunjin, a mysterious boy from the dark side of town-where rumors of witchcraft, rebellion, and ungodliness linger like smoke. Drawn to him by something deeper than reason, Yongbok finds himself battling not only his faith but the very laws of the world he's been raised in. In a time where love between two boys is considered both illegal and unholy, will Yongbok choose salvation-or surrender to the one thing he's been taught to fear?

Felix has hated Hyunjin for as long as he can remember. Arrogant, reckless, and constantly surrounded by girls, Hyunjin is everything Felix resents-and unfortunately, everything he can't seem to ignore. But when a dark, stormy night finds Felix crying on a curb miles from home, it's Hyunjin who appears through the rain. One moment. One look. And everything begins to change. What happens when the boy you hate is the only one who truly sees you?

TW: 18+, violence, abuse, drugs, alcohol, death, graphics Both are lost souls, searching for an escape from this cruel world. One clinging to the word 'love' and the other disgusted by it. The concept of this boring story, dear readers is that the angel falls in love with the devil, and the little ball of sunshine will be corrupted- caged in what the others call it entourage but actually it's love. He will be the victim of his own vulnerability.

After many attempts, The Notorious Mafia Boss has finally won the heart of the Burlesque dancer he so desperately wanted, everything is perfect ..

- complete - "How much of self respect do you lack to ask me to fuck you just to prove a point?" "You are hot too." He adds like it makes a difference. ~ In a world where a writer, Hyunjin struggles with lack of inspiration for his books, so he decides to seek a new muse in the realm of love. He chooses bar to do so, leading to one night stand that unravels a chain of events. Little does he know, this is the same place where Felix seeks feeling alive. Felix who recently had his heart broken by rejection and is looking for any emotion he can feel, other than pain. Will Felix forget his first love? Will Hyunjin find the way to make him his? Featuring: minsung, Chanbin, SeungIn Smut warning

Felix finally enrolled in a university after a gap year and gained himself a new friend from the next tower. The English student, Hyunjin, soon enough became his new best friend, but at some point the two were confused about the lingering feelings in their chest. Since one fell first and the other fell harder. In the beginning, they made sure to be with each other for the ups and downs. At least Felix thought so, because he found himself back to his hometown again after years running from it.