Wonderland #6 R-21 ... Saint and I's tale was not just some the one that got away cliché kind of trope. I wish it were just that...pero heto ako ngayon at hindi pa rin handa kahit nasa harapan ko na ang katotohanan. After fourteen years, the man that I love and I...had came face to face again...like no time has passed and no walls, no rules, no premade back up plans had been made. No secrets... This time, he intended to stay, and not that he left me before. Ako ang nang-iwan. Hindi man sadya. Ako ang nagtago, aminado na akong sinadya ko na iyon. It was for the best, I thought...and I had made my very own Wonderland to keep our secret tale alive. I thought it was enough, I was enough to keep it all together. But Saint was not the man who got away if he would not make me long for him more than the usual. It was very tempting to just give it all up, tell my secrets away and be with him. ' Saint often said that it should be easy-love. But it wasn't. Not when it's choosing between him and my son. ...

Wonderland#7 R-21

R-21 MATURE CONTENT Wonderland Series #2 ..... Fuck marriage, that's for people who's afraid of growing old and dying alone. Why bother when I can easily arrange for someone to euthanize me on my deathbed? And why would I settle for one if I can easily partake on different kinds of free and willing pussies? Well, those were my thoughts before Dede died. Ngayon ay parang isang malaking biro ang mga bagay-bagay na inilatag saaking harapan. Pagpapakasal kapalit ng lahat ng hinahangad ko? My grandfather's got to be fucking kidding, forcing me into committing to an unbreakable bond with a whore named Carmen Laurel. And what is up with her name anyways? Why does it has to sound so fucking sexy inside my head? And why does she have to be smart too? And that lips of hers, makes me wonder... Makes me h-...oh fuck no, I will resist this. Sino nga ba siya? No one, just a whore that I have to deal with. Tama, yan ang dapat kong itatak sa isipan ko. For I am after all, Dustan Gozon.. I hunt, I prey and fuck the desirable willing and I am in no way going to be enslaved by such damsel hiding in a wolf's clothing. No other fucking introductions necessary. ...... SELINA MATIAS | ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2020

SPG | R-18

R-21 MATURE CONTENT Wonderland Series #4 .... I was a simple man. I was never someone who played games or prepared elaborate things to lure women to my bed. I never had to ask, though. I was brought up that way, and grew up with more violence a boy could take. I was a simple man, I never said I was a gentle man. And Josephine was a simple woman. She was never someone who played games or had the courage to step out of her perceived predetermined life. She had always been careful about her choices. She was brought up conservative that way, yet she ended up with more violence a girl could take. Josephine was a simple woman, but I never said that she was weak. And that night, at Viktor's party, I saw for myself how strong she was...how this simple woman, for the first time, could make a simple man like me...ask, listen and comply by the rules of Wonderland ...then badly long to repeat it again in perpetuity. Will she...will she even see me worthy of it despite the fact that her heart still beats for another? I hoped so. I was a simple man and I would never be gentle on matters that concerned her, but I could wait in perpetuity as well. ....

R-21 MATURE CONTENT Wonderland Series #1 ..... People will never believe that I, Aurora Hilario would resort into something as scandalous as selling my body at Wonderland. But I did anyways. Wala naman akong choice noong una at pangalawang gabi eh... But the third night? Ah, that's on me. I know I'll burn in hell for wearing that kitsune mask and letting my self be bound and tied once more. I know there'll be regret, pero saka na iyon. What matters now is the undying heat, the orgasmic ferocity and the growling beast in hannya mask that's gripping my hips from behind me while making me come apart in more ways than one. Ang sarap, sa totoo lang. Oh, to be pleasured and be paid had never deliciously coincided, until Wonderland. ...... SELINA MATIAS | ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2020

R-21 MATURE CONTENT Wonderland Series #5 .... I used to be a chase fiend kinda girl. May it be hobbies, work, friends, sex...madali akong magsawa. They said na sadya raw akong maarte at matigas ang ulo,kaya kaunting inconvenience ay kaagad na akong umaayaw. Umaalis. Lumilipat. Permanence was never in my vocabulary. At bakit naman ako magtityagang mag-adjust kung marami namang pagpipilian? Choices that were much better, easier and pleasurable? It was not my fault that men mistake my red flags to be their butterflies. At bakit ko kailangang mag explain? Were they the ones walking with my skin on and enjoying every waking moment of my life? Hindi naman so, no. I could care less. Well that was my mindset then, for the second I stepped inside Wonderland? I came face to face with the truth: that I was alone. That no matter how much I ran, I was and always would...run in circles. And I was...alone. Simple as that. The epiphany led me to start changing my goals in life, that was, if I even had any. I denounced my old lifestyle, started practicing self control and landed a job that I believed I would actually like for a long term. But it was hard, alright. It got even harder when my work assigned me to one Javier Aragon. That man...god...who introduced me to Wonderland. He brought out all kinds of desperation in me lalo pa at alam kong wala naman siyang interes sa akin maliban sa mainit na bagay sa gitna ng mga hita ko. And I hated that. But I was like a masochist moth to the flame for Javier just makes me want to say yes whenever he's around...but I also wanted to chase him, corner him, make him submit and taste him over and over 'till I feel like I was back in control. Then what? So that I can run again? Probably. Or for once, maybe...I'll...stay. ........

R-21 MATURE CONTENT Wonderland Series #3 ..... A kiss from someone who labeled me as a liar was all it took to undo me. Kahit gaano man kataas, kalapad at katigas ang mga pader na ipinalibot ko sa sarili ay parang bulang naglaho ng maranasan ko na ang tunay na halik. What is it with Felix Elizalde that makes me want to bare myself to him? Is it the way he looks at me when I am looking elsewhere? Is it his scars that he's ashamed of but I find quite beautiful? Hindi ako alam kung ano ang mas nangingibabaw, pero sigurado akong ang mga labi niya ang isa sa malaking dahilan. His kiss did not only undo me, it freed me. Felix made me feel alive again and who am I to not repay him by making him feel all the delicious things that I want to make him feel? That should be easy right? They don't call me Mistress Sidd for nothing. But then again, this man is Felix and I am just Siddharta. We're both two shattered souls who's looking for absolution and not attention... Maybe some pleasure... But not love. ....