𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 Two high school best friends reconnect when the two musicians find out they're friend phoebe is going on tour with julien. will this uncover things that happened in high school? will this reconnection be more?

[AU] Julien Baker x (Fem) O.C. Fic. ***Major story TRIGGER WARNINGS: Self-Harm, Suicide, Substance Use, Sexual Assault, Violence, Homophobia, etc... (in depth warnings will be presented at the beginning of each chapter.)*** Lilia had attempted to end her life for the first time, back in January. Let's fast forward to May, after going through many hospitals, psych wards, therapies--she is finally ready to enter the last step of her recovery: Partial Hospitalization. In this program, she'll prepare herself for returning back to a normal lifestyle and hopefully come out stronger than ever. But, what happens when she meets the lowkey-rockstar Julien Baker in her group? First, don't get too excited--Lilia has a high-school sweetheart boyfriend of six years... but is he really satisfying her and her needs? And shouldn't she be putting her recovery in front of her relationships? It's a confusing time for Lilia, and Julien is NOT making it any easier... c'mon, use those learned coping skills! [Do not expect this story to be professionally written. Expect writing mistakes, as I only write for fun and to fuel my fellow jb-obsessed girls, gays, and theys!]

~vessel of brightness, come make me blind~ - Lydia Noelle was a violin virtuoso. A friend of Lucy's from a few tours in the past, though she neglected to tell her about the massive venue upgrade whenever she did enlist her help to fill in some of the violin parts for Boygenius's latest tour. The first time she had seen Julien Baker was Brooklyn Steel 2018, where she had half the amount of tattoos and and over double the level of nihilistic traits. The last time she had seen Julien Baker she had left her crying on New Years. Now Julien is fresh out of a three year relationship with love being the very last thing on her mind. She swore off of it whenever she hit a tipping point with her addiction, not to mention a shittily drawn hand of mental health issues as well. The only thing she needed to focus on was her recovery. Recovery and music. What if Lydia is both of those things wrapped into one though? ~ A hallmark-esque second chance romance told in a combo of flashbacks and present day.

Julien moved to a new small town and is looking for company. When she sees an annoyed-looking, purple-haired, girl, sketching on a roof, she befriends her. Aliza is reluctant, but realizes they have a lot in common. And they soon grow VERY close. But will their differences devide them? Or bring them closer? And are they reeeaalllyyy just friends? TW// homophobia, forced religion/trauma, description of injury and overall intense scenes. 15+

When the boys meet a local shop owner, Julien catches her eye. Will things go as planned? Or will Julien get in her own way? Julien Baker x fem oc Boygenius story :)

Love so strong, the sun was outshined. Love so cruel, tears were pierced like thorns. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎© pnishers 2023 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎JULIEN BAKER + ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ORIGINAL FEM OC ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎

┌───── ⋆⋅✦⋅⋆ ─────┐ "𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆." "𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆." "𝑺𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖?" "𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒌 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚." "𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓." └───── ⋆⋅✦⋅⋆ ─────┘ ❛ 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘯 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝘹 𝘖𝘊 𝘢𝘶 ❜

~some things you just can't speak about.~ // hazel eloise finley's old english and frankly quite pretentious name was never released to public whenever she survived the shooting at her high school. not even after the paramedics took her away with a severe bullet wound to the calf or even whenever she drug and hopped herself outside for medical attention afterwards either. only known as the jane doe that survived a school shooting, and the years of physical therapy, permanent nerve damage and chronic pain proved to be the least of her worries. it took years of therapy, hospitalizations, and prescriptions for her to even feel ready to start college after high school. and whenever she did, much like her name, she was determined to bury it. despite the trauma she went on to become one of the most gifted music majors enrolled at the prestigious university in Nashville, TN, an honors student, a residential advisor, and slowly making her way to the student council someday. Though just coming into her sophomore year, a heavily tattooed literature major transfers into the room across from hers that throws everything off track. Julien Rose Baker infuriated her at first, not only because her friends and roommates were loud and obnoxious and stayed up all hours of the night playing loud music and probably doing anything but studying, but because she was better than her, in every sense of the word. sight reading music without missing a beat or a note, shredding her guitar in nearly every practice room, leaving most professors in awe of her vocal range, and not to mention the writings of hers read during some of the english classes the two shared. it was jealousy at its finest. though whenever an unexpected turn of events leaves hazel almost having no choice but to be vulnerable, something else besides avoiding her dorm neighbor might turn into something else. ~ TW for gun violence, ptsd, anxiety, depression, etc...

Cute Julien Baker one-shots. I'll take suggestions if you have any.