(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

People like to think they care for others; maybe even love them-but in reality love is just a transaction and the price is what you can do to benefit somebody else. Nobody really cares about you, only what you can do for them. "Maybe when i'm gone people will finally understand what it feels like. What it feels like to feel nothing at all, to be completely and utterly Numb." ..... Ember isn't your ordinary teenage girl. Her life's a literal shit show. She has nothing to live for, not when she's hidden herself behind walls taller than the one in China. She's determined not to let anyone in again and live the rest of her life in silence; that is until Reece shows up. Reece isn't your typical badboy, he may act tough but he has a past like everyone else and he's determined to not let anyone inside his walls ever again, that is until he inserted himself into Embers life. Now he's determined to do something else. Break down the mysterious girls walls, preferably without putting his own in the line of fire. ~~~~~ WARNING: IF YOU READ THIS BOOK YOU ARE AT A HIGH RISK FOR FALING ON YOUR ASS FROM LAUGHING SO MUCH. THERE ARE SCENES OF INTENSE VIOLENCE, SUCH AS THE COLD BLOODED MURDER OF AN ORANGE. But for reals, this book contains scenes of harsh violence and mature content that may be upsetting to some viewers. There will be descriptions of abuse, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, anorexia/ bulimia, bullying, as well as rape. If you are someone who is sensitive to these topics, please don't torture yourself and read it. If you are anyone going through something mentioned in this book, don't hesitate to contact me for advise or support. While the characters and the way the plot plays out may be fictional, I personally know all the topics mentioned above. Sooo yeah, enjoy the book and welcome to the beginning of the rest of your life.

𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐀 - Intricate and witty, her life has twisted upside down after her father's past scarred his family. At the young age of twenty, Violet is informed that eight years ago, she was promised to marry a Mafia Don's son by her father, in exchange for ten million dollars. 𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐂 𝐃 '𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐎 - A name that lingers of blood and lust, was also a ruthless killer and the new Don of the Italian Mafia. In order to have no distractions, his father has forced him to marry the daughter of a millionaire law firm owner. What happens when two fiery personalities collide? Will they be able to avoid the instant attraction that they feel? Or will they give into each other? Breaking the one and only rule of the marriage that they both so desperately despised; no sexual interactions. ______ #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 #𝟎𝟏 - 𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 ______ 𝐃𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 - to all of those who long to be someone's first choice, this one's for you.