Eren was your everything. Your first kiss, your first love, your first time. Being childhood friends, you still remember every little moment you had together. Just when his place in your heart grew, difficulties arose when you and the friend you grew up with began to grow apart. With university calling from across the sea, you find yourself packing your bags and running away, leaving Eren and taking the hole in your heart with you. It's only 5 years later when you are reunited at Mikasa and Jean's wedding that you realize that hole hadn't been filled. Upon coming back to your hometown, things have changed like the size of the swings and the shingles on stargazing rooftops. However, one of the few things that hadn't changed was the way you felt for your childhood best friend. Nostalgia and memories hurt more than heal as you navigate the open wound that you left. OR Eren is your sweet childhood bff who loves his friends and his mama but most of all, YOU. "Being back here makes me hot in the face, hot blood and my pulsing veins. Heavy memories weighing on my brain, hot and heavy in the basement of your parent's place." - Hot and Heavy by Lucy Dacus Ranked: #1 aotmodern - 05.20.2023 #1 arminarlert - 05.06.2023 #1 coltgrice - 05.20.2023 #1 shingekinokyojin - 02.16.2023 #4 eren - 07.15.2023 #4 erenjaeger - 06.02.2024 #4 nostalgia - 03.16.2023 #5 nostalgic - 03.13.2023 #5 timeskip - 11.26.2023 #8 attackontitan - 04.07.2023 #2 - mutualpining - 11.26.2023 #15 songfic - 06.03.2023 *On AO3 as well! Under the same name: Hot & Heavy - storybyzel

In a cruel world dominated by Titans, you seek purpose in the Survey Corps after Levi saves you from the death of your grandmother, Arya. You want to give back to the regiment that raised you, even if it means trading your heart. But when your first assignment is to be comrades with the brash and unlikeable Eren Jaeger, everything you remember fades away. MEMORY LOSS ✦ Featured in Wattpad's official Attack on Titan reading list ✦ Nominated for the 2021 Wattys Award in Fanfiction WARNING: Graphic descriptions of gore, canon violence, angst, multiple sexual scenes (smut). © 2020 emefaerie