„ich kannte dich halt wirklich vorher nicht, nur von Zeitungen oder von Erzählungen, aber erkannt habe ich dich absolut nicht!" versprach ich ihm als er mein Bein berührte. Tom lächelte mich an und beugte sich zu mir runter. „Find ich gut" er setzte zum Kuss an und plötzlich lagen seine Lippen auf meinen... __ Kim ist gerade einmal 15 als sie Tom kaulitz den 16 jährigen Gitarristen von der Band Tokio Hotel unbewusste traf, in einem Fahrstuhl. Da Kim keines der Hardcore-Fans war erkannte sie ihn auch nicht direkt, aber die Musik von Tokio Hotel kannte sie sehr wohl. Natürlich war das für Tom keine schlechte Sache, wenn er mal ein Mädchen traf was ihm nicht kreischend zu lief und nur ein Bild und ein Autogramm von ihm haben will.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

Taylor decides to move to Tokyo with her best friend Mellie. While there, they get invited to a street racing party by their friend Hirato. Unexpected they get to meet Tom Kaulitz. Japans most feared head mafia boss. With the company of his twin brother and his two friends Gustav and Georg, Tom is the most feared and respected man in all of Tokyo. He drives a sexy car, is a gifted street racer and is the definition of dangerous. What Taylor didn't know, was the most dangerous man in Tokyo had his eye on her.

„𝐈𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐞,𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐫" „𝐈𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐞𝐭𝐳𝐭 𝐡𝐨̈𝐫 𝐚𝐮𝐟 𝐳𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐧." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sie ist mit ihrem Leben am Ende.Sie hat alles versucht,doch nichts hat geholfen.Noch ein letzter Gedanke und dann sollte alles vorbei sein.Einfach alles.Doch dann war er da.Musste er genau jetzt da sein?Konnte er nicht einfach wo anders sein?Das hätte die Sache einfach so viel leichter gemacht..Keine unzähligen Gedanken mehr.Alles wär so viel einfacher gewesen. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ »𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬« -The neighbourhood

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

Y/n l/n is a typical seventeen year old teenager, she goes to school, dates, parties and all other typical teenage things. But there is one thing which is not so typical, she got kicked out of her own house, by her own parents! Not because she is a rebel, far from that, because she existed. So when she finds a perfect place to stay there is one problem. She has a roommate, a male roommate, secrets are told. Deep secrets. And you realize, not everything is what it seems..

Sequel to Hate, love, cars and mafia together in Tokyo /Tom Kaulitz story/. Please read before reading this. However you can read this story by itself if you want to. _____________ Taylor receives an invitation to her best friends wedding and she is beyond excited. But there is a twist to it. If she wants to come, she has to see him. It's been two years and Taylor is not sure if she's ready yet. Tom Kaulitz has haunted her mind since she left him and she is shaking to see him again. But the thing is, will a meeting rekindle old wounds or will it only make her deep buried emotions come out in a bang.

„The pain of love will last forever, promise me." Es gab schon immer Gerüchte über dich und ihn. Obwohl ihr nur Freunde seid. Auch wenn es nicht möglich ist, Freundschaft zwischen Mann und Frau. Eine Seite fühlt immer mehr als die andere. In diesem Fall, bist das du oder er? Beide? Wer weiß. Der Rest der Band sieht es, das einer von euch mehr fühlt. Nur ihr nicht. - Als zweite Gitarristin und background vocalist von Tokio Hotel, ist das Leben natürlich super aufregend. Mit den ganzen Proben, den Touren und dem Songwriting bleibt keine Zeit für so etwas überflüssiges wie eine Beziehung. Bis jetzt warst du dir immer sicher über deine Gefühle Tom gegenüber, bis er sich plötzlich anders verhält und immer mehr Interviewer nach eurer „Beziehung" fragen. - Warum zieht er einfach so nach Kalifornien? Warum hat er sich nicht verabschiedet? - „Das ist nicht richtig." „Wer entscheidet was richtig und was falsch ist?"