❝i knew we could only be together in my dreams.❞ in which jaren can't stop loving the boy that'll end up killing him. - 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃.

Jaren is your typical nerdy high schooler. Straight As and only enough friends to count on two fingers, he unexpectedly makes a third. But this friend is nothing like him. Confident and carefree, John is a lively change that Jaren quickly welcomes into his life. But as their relationship develops, Jaren wonders if the boy he spends all of his time with is really who he says he is. John's facade starts to waver and when Jaren finds out the truth, it is the last thing he ever expected. *************** "You okay?" the blond asked softly, close enough that his hair tickled Jaren's cheek. He nodded slowly as he drank in John's face. He was beautiful. Those eyes, greener than the willow's leaves. He didn't miss how they lingered on his lips. The air was thick with tension but Jaren welcomed it. He'd never felt this sensation before. Was this where he finally admitted to himself he liked the guy in front of him, not just in a friends way? John's eyes moved back to his and there was something in them that wasn't there just a moment before. A sort of yearning, a question. The way Jaren inhaled sharply was answer enough.

"I promise you I'm not crazy. I promise I don't belong in a mental facility. But for a second you have to believe me. I see things. No...not just any 'things', I see...wings. Normal people walking around in your eyes, have wings in mine." "What are you talking about?" "I can tell if you are going to heaven or hell by the wings on your back. If they are white and beautiful, heaven. If they are red and torn, hell." "Wait so you know where I'm going in the afterlife?" "No..." "No?" "John I have no idea about where you are going! That's my problem! In all my years of living I have NEVER seen a person without wings." "That's why you chose me?" "No John. That's why I fell in love with you." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (Warnings: Language, Suicide)

It's based off another book I have on my other acc @minibitxh-

Isn't it Lovely All alone Heart made of glass My mind of stone Tear me to pieces Skin to bone Hello... welcome home {Used to be What they Don't Understand} {Artwork credit to Lafiska} Completed: 10/22/19