TW: Abuse/self harm/mature content/cursing Lucas is a boy who has alexithymia (can't express emotions properly) finds his love in books and wants to be a doctor for medicine! Yet the guy who bullied him, Kai has hatred for kids who love any kinds of books because of his unloving father. "I hate the way you look at me!" Kai said "Do you really?" Lucas questioned in a low tone "No..." Kai mumbled. Will these two find a way to connect or will it all crumble to pieces? TW: Abuse/self harm/mature contient/cursing